You guys are probably sick of me already by now because I keep disappearing for no reason💀
There are many reasons actually🤢 One of them being that I've not been as confident in my writing anymore :/ I feel like everything I write doesn't make any sense lol sometimes I wonder why people read my stuff..
The fact that Home Run did/is doing so well kind of scares me lol I really don't want to put anything out if I'm not 100% satisfied with it because I don't want to disappoint anyone (or myself for that matter)
I also haven't been as confident in my English/writing abilities anymore. (If you didn't know already I'm not a native speaker lol) I mean my English is fine for the most part but I feel like my writing still lacks depth and dimension (??? This probably doesn't make any sense either) I've been reading more often lately rather than writing though and it has really helped me so far.
So to answer everybody's questions, yes I still care about this book and I still work on it every single day. I really don't want to classify it as [on hold] or [hiatus] or anything but I'm just not sure when the next update is coming jdjdhdhs I got really insecure all of a sudden
I hope this half assed explanation/rant made sense a lil :( I don't feel like going back to proofread it
Love y'all lots💗
~eli
