Vent/Rant/diary/journal/whatever book

05.30.17 & 05.31.17 & 06.1.17

Okay so I forgot to update, again😂 and the first part contains a very personal subject to me so if you're gonna be an ass about it, please leave. I don't want you reading my books.

05.30.17:

I got out of school early again. I loved it and I met my friend and ate fast food with her because I'm a fat ass.

After school I went to the stables for a lesson, and on the way back home I accidentally slipped my sexuality to my mom.

You've done great job till now at hiding it, why did you spill it out now???

So yeah I've been hiding it because I didn't know how my mom would react and my dad is just an asshole so..

But anyways she said something about a poll or something that "you don't have to answer because to my knowledge you're not lgbt" and because I was tired I was being the sarcastic truthful me and told her "yes I am"

Fuck

My

Life.

If my dad finds out he'll kick me out of the damn house.

Anyways she got really quiet after that and didn't say anything until we got home. Then I guess she had to pretend like nothing's changed so my dad won't start thinking of anything.

I almost had an anxiety attack in the car because of what I said, that's how scared I was.

05.31.17

First day of summer vacation. I woke up at 1pm and only watched movies for the whole day.

So nothing really happened then.

06.1.17

I woke up at 10am today, and I went jewelry shopping with my dad. My mom turns 40 on Sunday.

After that I started cleaning my room and I'm almost done but I found that I like my bed more.

I'd only need to put some clothes in my closet and take 3 bottles out and vacuum but nah, bed is better.

I don't think anything else will happen today and I don't think I'm gonna make a chapter about tomorrow because more than likely I'll sleep for the whole day.

But yeah so good night/day/morning to everyone and please if you don't accept what I said in the first chapter, please just move on and don't comment about it. I've had enough shit from that department.