Revenge is mine

Help me

Megan's prov.

All I feel is pain. nothing but pain. once again I was raped and beaten. I can't even move. I was let down from the wall and dragged to my so called room.

I was thrown in. once again I was left on my own. naked, bruised and bloody, starving, in pain. I just think when will my torture be over. where I can be free without harm and heart break.

I'm just waiting for someone to come and help, but I know that won't happen. I know I don't have a savor on this planet. I feel as if my bones are shattering and my heart is breaking and I'll just give out.

I'm no longer wanted. I'm not wanted by jake, his family, my family. no one. I have no one. I'm alone. forever alone. my hope was long forgotten. my faith was nowhere to be found.

I finally passes out again from blood loss and exhaustion. I remember dreaming. but it seemed so real.

Dream:

I woke up in an all white room. I was wearing white, my shoes were white and I was clean from blood. I looked around confused. I screamed hello. no answer. then I started to cry.

Out of no where some beautiful lady dressed in all white. came and kneeled down beside me. I could tell she was my real mom.

Me- mom is that really you. where am I? am I dead?

Mom- yes sweaty. your in between worlds I brought you here to tell you something.

Me- what is it. and I miss you

Mom- don't give up and I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and that your father did that to you. I love you

Me- I love you to

She caressed my cheek and started to fade away.

Me- mom wait come back don't leave me

Mom- honey calm down in do time you'll understand. just know I love you and so does jake and his family. bye baby I'll miss you. REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!!

Then she was gone just like that. and I woke up to my dad yelling and beating me. what a great way to wake up. Not.

How long was I asleep? how come Im not dead? why do I have to go through this? why me? what did I ever do to deserve this?