Hetalia Shtuff

Why I've Been Gone

Alright then.. everyone, I am VERY sorry for not replying in over two days at the least. There was a death in the family [mainly on my mother's side, but you get it] and she had me come along since she didn't want to be alone like that for the service and such. I didn't mind being with her for the drive or anything at all, and I was very happy to be staying with my father for the time until we left today.

I was.. also very happy to have been able to call and speak with Maya, a very close friend of mine from Hanford, California. We have known each other since third grade, and I.. really felt great around her. She, along with my of her great companion Tanya, would never judge me for when I would be upset and.. it just felt so.. comforting to know that I could open myself up to her more than I could EVER to anyone else.

I would be the same way for her: if she was hurt or overwhelmed or upset by anything, I would comfort her the way she could for me... yet I knew that I couldn't ever really beat her comforting ability, I still did my best to help her and make her feel surrounded by care.

..I hadn't even realised until only a month ago how deeply I cared for her to such an extent that...

I.. I believe I may even.. love her...