As I lay my head in my pillow I felt a sudden rush of sadness crept into my bones. Tears started to flow down my cheeks as I felt the pain rush through my veins like an erupting volcano damaging everything all at once. I covered my mouth with shaking hands to prevent myself from sobbing and screaming and letting my parents on the other room hear me. My heart felt like it was stabbed a million times whenever I hear his voice in my head, his words cut through my skin and left wounds so deep that I'm sure it'll never heal and will remain as a scar. My eyes are so tired from crying and yet I can't even sleep knowing that his image is as clear as the night sky behind my eyelids