still wonder why things ended up like this.
I thought we'd last forever.
I thought our love was real.
But then everything changed.
you changed. I changed.
your feelings faded but mine remained burning.
I was left wondering why, I was left with my heart broken and shattered.
While I was living my life enduring the ache of your absence, you were out there, living your life to the fullest, enjoying new adventures with someone else.
I bet I never even crossed your mind. you totally forgot about me, about how you broke me beyond repair.
You just continued on with your life. I on the other hand became stuck.
I was too consumed by the pain that I forgot what it's like to live, to feel alive.
For the past few months I lived my life day by day, I wake up each morning hoping I'd be able to go back to bed as soon as possible and I go to sleep at night wishing I'd never have to wake up in the morning.
I was so empty.
I felt so dead inside because the knowledge that I'm here missing you too much, while you're out there missing someone else is enough to kill me over and over again.
It was too hard for me to accept the fact that the girl you love is no longer me.
It was the kind of pain that was too hard for me to bear.
I thought time would heal these wounds, but now I've realized that time doesn't heal anything, the pain never really goes away, you don't get healed, you just get used to it.
