I lied when I said I was fine because the truth is, I'm falling apart and I'm hurting too much. I lied when I said I was happy for you because I'm not, I'm hurting and I still hope we'll end up together. I lied when I said I don't love you anymore because I still do, my heart still aches for you and i'm terrified that it might yearn no one else.
I lied to you and you believed me. I lied to you but hell I couldn't lie to myself.
