Stuck

6. Captain

-Picture of Yazmin-

With the first game of the season coming around he corner it's almost time to choose who is going to be captain of the basketball team. Yaz keeps talking about it and I know how man Jay wants it.

They are both looking to go to college for basketball and being captain would give them a push up.

"You nervous for Friday?" I asked as me and Yaz walked into school together.

"Yeah but I think I have a lock on it," she smiled and put her arm around me. It's been a little easier to deal with everyone looking at me but certain situations still embarrass me.

"I believe in you,"

"You know it's almost been a month," she said smirking at me.

"A month of what?" We got to first period but we stood in outside the class room talking.

"Of us doing what ever we are doing," I could feel myself turning red. Aww she's keeping track. It has almost been a month. A month full of making out, little dates, cute gestures, and last night phone calls, along with falling asleep on the phone.

"You're right," I smiled.

"So what are we doing?" She asked. My stomach turned. It was one if those questions I didn't know how to answer.

"I -" the bell rung we ran into the classroom before the teacher noticed. I looked and someone was sitting in my seat. It must be a student assistant or something.

"Uh oh, looks like you're sitting next to me today," she grabbed my hand and I took a seat at the desk next to her.

"Today is your lucky day," I said to her.

"And why is that?" She pulled out her notebook and put it on the desk.

"Because your sitting next to me finally,"

"I know I've been waiting for this moment since I first got here," she smiled and I did it back. I pulled out my notes and a pencil. She's too smooth.

When class ended she kissed me in the hallway before going off to her next class. Damn her lips are just perfect.

In the middle of second period I had to use the bathroom. I walked in and Jay was washing her hands.

"Hey," she said smiling.

"Hi," Jay has been really low key lately. She just goes class to class without hanging in the hall as much. When practice ends she goes straight to her car and leaves. I don't know it's because she wants to focus on school and ball or if it's for me.

"How you been?" She asked grabbing a paper towel.

"Good," i said slow. I feel weird being near her. I know I use to have feelings for her and I've been doing my best to avoid her so that they won't come back.

"You look good," she said innocent and smiled. She looks so damn heart broken. I just want to give her a hug. I walked closer and her face tensed a little.

"How have you been?" I said starting into her eyes.

"Good, just focused right now. Cut off all the extra people in my life and I stopped all the attention seeking actions," She looked at me as if I'm the only thing she's missing. I can't move and I don't know if I want to.

"Jay.."

"Yes?"

I head footsteps coming into the bathroom and I backed up. I feel like I was just pulled out of a trans. Okay I need to get out of here. I grabbed my pass and walked out of the bathroom.