Insecure

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The mirror always showed him things. Things that completely changed his mood. The person who stared back at him was so ugly and there was so much fat. His thighs were huge. His arms were huge. His stomach was ginormous and not to mention his bum.

He used to not let it get to him but when he started to notice how he had to buy bigger jeans than all the boys and when the fans started to talk about how the others were more attractive his heart broke. He always knew he was unattractive but he never really gave any thought to it until now.

As more tears ran down his cheeks he hear the front door open and close meaning that Harry was home from the store. Louis tried to move away from the mirror but he just couldn't seem to stop staring at his imperfections. He knew Harry would find him but it wouldn't matter because when Harry would walk in on Louis in only his boxers he would surely leave him because of his ugliness.

"Louis?" Harry called from downstairs. The curly haired boy dropped the keys on the kitchen counter and started looking for the love of his life. As he ascended the stairs he heard quiet little sniffles coming from his and Louis' bedroom. "Baby?"

Harry opened the door and what he saw broke his heart. Louis stood there in his boxers with tears running down his face. Not only that but he was glaring at the mirror. Harry quickly ran towards Louis and wrapped his arms around him from the front and just as Harry was about to pick the small boy up Louis pushed Harry away.

"No I'm too fat! You'll never be able to carry me!" Louis exclaimed crying even harder. Harry's eyes widened and he suddenly got upset because his baby was perfect in his eyes but it didn't matter because he fell in love with Louis because of his personality not the way that he looked.

"Baby no you're not. You're as light as a feather!" Harry said wrapping his arms around Louis again successfully being able to pick Louis up this time. Louis' legs instinctively wrapping around Harry's middle. Harry quickly walks to their bed and sits down with Louis straddling him. "What happened?"

"I saw how all of you were so skinny and attractive but I wasn't. I want to be attractive but I'm not. All the fans agree with that too! I'm like a fat ugly troll. Harry why couldn't I have been attractive?" Louis says crying softly. He then tries to get off of Harry because he thinks he's squishing him but Harry just keeps him in place. Harry suddenly becomes very serious.

"Listen to me and listen to me good. You are beautiful in my eyes. If others cannot see that then they're idiots. You are the most beautiful person I have ever met. Everyone has flaws but it doesn't really matter because I fell in love with your personality not your looks. The outside is just a shell hiding the beauty of the inside. Although everyone's shells are looking pretty good to me." Harry stated pecking Louis' forehead. Louis then began to cry harder because he needed that. Someone to hold him during a time like that and tell him how it didn't matter what he looked like. Louis wraps his tiny arms around Harry and sighs still crying.

"Thank you." Louis whispers gratefully because he no longer cares. Although for some people it takes something bigger all it took for Louis was.

"You have nothing to be thankful for. I should thank you. For making my life what it is today. I'm in love with you Lou and all your little things." Harry says pecking Louis' lips.

"I love you too, Harry." Louis says burying his head into Harry's shoulder. And they stayed like that for a while because Harry knew all someone wants during times like these is to feel wanted and loved.

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