Till Death Do Us Part

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To my right was just blinding bright, whiteness. It felt like staring into the sun. Maybe I've been flung into the sun and the last thing you see while alive is what you see for eternity while dead. That would suck. Imagine what being murdered or suicide would feel like. Burning alive would probably cause the person to think they're in Hell, while dying looking at something beautiful would look like Heaven.

I looked to my left, or what I assume is my left. I'm not actually sure if I'm lying on my back or stomach. It looked the same as my right. At least, I think it was. I'm not sure if I was squinting or my eyes were really small because I could see very little.

I finally looked straight up, unable to look anywhere else for even a single clue as to where I am.

My body and mind were ready to go into existential crisis mode but I couldn't do that yet. I had to keep my head clear. I should try normalizing my breathing.

But when I tried to normalize my breathing, I almost screamed. Oh God....oh no..........I must truly be dead then.......because............I'm not breathing....... I don't know why I'm surprised..... maybe it's because I had this tiny piece of hope I wasn't dead.....Maybe I thought I would still be able to breathe when I'm dead...... Does this mean my heart doesn't work?.......Maybe that's why I can't move my body.......if I wasn't breathing, would I still be able to speak? To communicate with myself out loud?....

I should try speaking. Even though I can't remember the last time I spoke, I'm pretty sure I've done it before. But what should I say? What if I can't say anything?

To Be CoNtInUeD
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So I hope y'all realize the main character is dumb and easily forgets things when nervous because I do remember that this character said something before dying yada yada. Yes the character is going to react like this because people do react like this and I'm tired of seeing characters that have only one opinion about a situation in their head. The character is scared and confused so the thoughts are going to be scattered. That's all for now.
                         -A

6/4/2017