Miss Moving On

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Jackie's POV :

It's been 4 days since Jaden admitted to cheating, again for the second time. And I'm not exactly taking it well. I'll admit that. I'll also admit that every time I saying Honeymoon Avenue I cry. So I've decided not to sing that song ever again. Ever. Since all of this my music juice is coming back. Meaning I've been writing music, so far my favorite is 'Miss Moving On'.

(An: Miss Moving On by 5 Harmony, love this song so I decided Jackie's music will now include some of fifth harmony music so if you recognize the titles I'm letting y'all know)

So yeah, my birthdays in a month and honestly I don't want to do anything. We're going back to LA in a week or so I think for a 2 day break for Justin, he won't have a concert for a week and 5 of those days are for rehearsals so Cody invited me to his tour to stay for a night so I'll be doing that, and Miley has also invited me to her tour for 3 days Bangerz Tour leg 2. So I'm pretty excited for that.

I just want to be happy again, you know? I'm just going through a lot right now. I try not to show it, but it's pretty hard. Especially when 'Kaden', Jaden+Kylie are all over the news being cute and shit while I'm on a tour bus sobbing every night before I go to bed. And when it's tending on Twitter or when my fans ask questions through Twitter or message or comments in IG. I mean, even my Jeliebers tweet me some really sweet things like 'Hope your feeling good Jackie' 'Stay strong little Bieber' and some other stuff.

Just thinking about this is starting to make me cry, fuck. I wonder what would've happen if I just never accepted his request for me being his girlfriend. I'd probably still be head over heels for him. See, now I'm crying.

I cried softly into my pillow until I heard a knock on my door.

"Yes?" I ask inside of my room

"Jackie, c'mon rehearsals!" Chaz yells from the other side of the door

"Okay, hold on!" I yell back

I slip on some platforms, I was wearing jeans with a pink blouse over. I grabbed concealer to hide the redness around my eyes. I was looking good as new, or the closest it got, and you couldn't even tell I was wearing makeup which is fantastic.

I open the door and Chaz gives me a smile, I smile back.

"C'mon" Chaz says holding my hand through the crowd of fans. I smile and took a few photos and signed a lot of papers shoved to me. I laughed, they were so cute. I smiled for every picture and said hi to everyday fan I could.

Once were inside, Scooter hands me a microphone. I get on stage and look down to see Selena and Justin down on the front row audience.

"GOODMORNING!" I yell to catch their attention, and I succeeded.

"Morning!" Both of them yell back

"What song?" The DJ asks

I think for a while "Can you like just okay background music, like start off slow and then more energetic, like.. Just listen to me sing and play what you think goes with the song" I say, I wanted to sing Miss Moving On. I haven't let Justin or anyone else hear the song yet.

"Okay" the DJ says

I nod and speak into the microphone "Scooter, Justin. New song, listen will ya? So you can tell me what it needs or whatever" I say

Justin snaps his head to my direction and so does Scooter, Scooter was standing with Fredo at the edge of the stage. Chaz and Ryan were sitting on the same row as Justin and Selena but a few seats away.

The music starts and I begin singing

"Miss Movin' On"

[Verse 1:]

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