Lonesome

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Jackie's POV :

For the next few hours I sat around and talked with Toby as Miley performed. I had to get up and perform twice but other then those two times, I spent with Toby. I got the impression that he was a 'bad boy', and I actually liked that. He made me forget about Jaden for a whole hour until he asked one question.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

I tensed up and thought of Jaden until I realized he was waiting for an answer.

"No." Is all I said that made it enough for him too lean in and kiss me.

I didn't hesitate about kissing back, I knew I was using him, but it doesn't count because I was sure as hell he was only kissing me to, well, you know, kiss a girl.

He pulled me closer and gave me his phone, it was set so I put in my number. I did it, I actually gave my number to this random guy I had met less then two hours ago. And I kissed him, why?

I was hurt and he was the only one here.

Nobody ever dared to ask me how I was. How I was feeling. They just assumed I was better and all was done, forgiven. But it wasn't. I could forgive, but I couldn't forget.

No, don't think I've forgiven Jaden for cheating on me, twice. But I will, someday. Maybe not today or tomorrow but eventually I will.

But still. Nobody ever had the decency to ask how I was, to make sure I was okay. Justin? No, he was to wrapped up with Selena to hear my dreadful cries every night. Pattie? She wasn't always around, and I was pretty convincing. That's all I had. No one to turn too when I mostly needed it. I went through my first heartbreak with nobody beside me, and the worst part was well, nobody was there. And, I was the only one hurting, while Jaden was off laughing and in love with my ex-so-be-called-best friend.

I was lonely. On my own. By myself. Alone.

I handed him back his phone and gave a weak smile, in a low husky voice he spoke.

"I'll see you."

He got up and walked away, just like that. Alone, again.

I sighed and laid down on the couch looking up at the ceiling and thinking about how much my life has changed.

When the show was over a driver drove us back to the hotel and I packed my bag since Justin was picking me up tonight. And tomorrow I would have to go searching for dancers, not literally searching but, choosing. Auditions were tomorrow and even though I wasn't in the best mood, I still needed awesome dancers.

"Jackie, Justin's here!" Miley yelled from the main room.

I sighed and grabbed my suitcase, purse, and phone. I walked out and saw Justin and Kenny waiting for me.

"Bye Miley, thanks for inviting me. Enjoy tour." I said hugging her

She smiles at me. "Thanks for coming Jackie, I'll see you soon."

We let go of each other and I walk out with Justin and Kenny.

"So you're not even going to say hi?" Justin asks as we walk into the elevator.

"Hi." I said effortlessly

He sighs and I feel Kenny stare, I feel bad for putting Kenny in this awkward position. The elevator bell rings and opens the door to reveal the lobby. We walk out with Kenny in between us protecting us from the mad paparazzi and screaming fans. I smile and stop to take a couple of pictures and a few autographs. In less then five minutes I'm sitting down in a van driving to another hotel.

We arrived at the hotel and just when we were arriving my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID but there was none. I rolled my suitcase into a random room, (we were in a suite) and answered the phone.

I wasn't surprised when I heard the close-to-familiar voice of Keith Masterson.

Justin's POV :

I immediately knew this week wasn't going to hit a right turn when Jackie didn't even say hello. Why? I guess she's decided that she's still mad at me.

And as for Selena we made up, I apologized.

But now, I don't know what to do with Jackie. Speaking of Jackie, she just walked out of the suite and went into her room. I could hear her on the phone, but it didn't hear who she was talking to. It didn't really matter, I guess.

Nobody's POV :

As Justin got ready for bed impatiently and angry at himself for ever letting Jackie get mad at him ; Jackie was in her own room talking with Toby about nothing actually. They were on the phone, not speaking that is. Like their breath was the only presence of communication going on. After about 5 minutes of this, Toby asked Jackie where she would be the following day, and Jackie without hesitation told him.

In the morning Jackie and Justin has breakfast together silently. Everyone else was going to show up at the dance studio instead. Right after they would leave everyone else would arrive and leave their luggage in the exact hotel and go to the studio where Jackie and Justin would be waiting for them to arrive.

Jackie's POV :

Ten minutes after we arrives at the dance studio the guys, Scooter, and sadly, Selena arrived. We all sat in a rectangular table and watched the one hundred and twenty four dancers-to be exact- warm up before dancing. We had agreed on choosing four girls and five guys.

I watched every dancer carefully as they started a routine with the instructor and watched their every move. I could tell some people were nervous, some to nervous to even take a glance towards me, or us.

Four hours later we narrowed it down to twelve people, six guys and six girls. From there we told them we'd give them a call.

After that everyone was cleaning and picking up, talking and what not. I got a text from Toby telling me he was outside waiting for me. I sneaked out to the back to reveal Toby and a black motorcycle. He grinned at my presence and wrapped his arms around my waist, and I around his neck. No paparazzi nor fans were around, so I didn't need to be cautious.

"How was it?" Toby asked looking down at me.

"It was good, fine I guess." I say shrugging

"Did you find dancers?" He asked leaning on his motorcycle.

I nod, "Yeah we narrowed it down, I'm going to choose later with Justin and Scooter."

"Scooter?" He asks quirking his eyebrow

"My manager." I answer. He nods understandingly

"When will you go back to LA?" He asks

"One, maybe two weeks." I answer

He smirks, "And I'll be there, waiting."

"Toby, how on earth are you going to go?" I ask

"I told you, I have my ways." Toby says smoothly

"You come from family with money, don't you?" I ask

He smirks, "that obvious?"

I laugh. "Something like that."

"I'll see you soon, I have to catch my flight." Toby says getting on his bike

I nod and kiss him goodbye as he rides off.

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An : I decided to try and give you guys a little something. I will still update on Monday or Tuesday

Enjoy.

Btw, today is my 5 Monty anniversary, I made my acc dec 5, 2013 💘

Swag. Okay bye lovelies 😌😘

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