I've been adopted by Justin Bieber

The Last Say, Or Not?

Justin's POV :

Watching her leave me to her room was probably the second most heart-wrenching experience. The first would be her at the hospital. I cried, I know, I cried, I might sound like a girl saying this but it's true. I cried, I felt bad, should I go after her? I think I should.

I swallowed my pride and walked up the stairs and opened up the door to reveal my sweet little angel curled up in a ball sobbing into her pillow. She's like a miniature joyful light, when she's around it's like-the whole world, no when she smiles-it's like the whole world stops, just to stare at that beautiful smile of hers. But seeing her like this-just makes me want to pause the world to give her a hug, and that's exactly what I did.

I pulled her into a hug but she pushed me away and stared at me with big blue and green eyes with red circles around them. She stared and then looked away and stared at her walls. I didn't understand this, I thought she wanted me to be here.

"I don't understand." She said remaining to stare at her blue walls of wonder

I seem a but taken back by this statement, "What don't you understand?" I ask

She looks at me then quickly back at her wall, "Why did you adopt me? Why have you kept me through all the misery I've put you up with. I bet my own parents-I guess they were never around for a reason."

This was something I wasn't expecting.

"I adopted you because the second I saw that video, I had to meet you. And when I met you, and after a few weeks, I fell in love with the idea of you being my daughter, not just the idea, but I loved being your dad. I may not be your father or birth parents or whatever, but I do love you. Ever here of that quote 'Love defines family not blood'? Well, it's cheesy I know, but I really do love you Jackie. You've never put me through misery don't ever think of that." I say looking at her the whole time as she stared back zoning into my eyes, almost as if she was trying to read me

She stays quiet staring at me.

"I never understood how that quote could ever be real." Is all she did and turned around to her walls again.

I sighed softly, "I'm sorry Jackie. I know I'm not the best at this, but I'm trying. It may seem like I'm not, but I am. I'm so sorry, I wish I could take back a lot of the things I've said and done. I can't but-" I sigh

"I'm sorry for doing all that crap, I am." She says softly staring at the wall

"I'm sorry for not keeping you company" I say softly

She stiffens up a bit and see a tear roll down her cheek "It's-uhm-it's nothing. I just, I-I was-was j-just-"

The next thing I know she's sobbing loud but trying to maintain it down. And this time, I wasn't going to sit around and watch her sob or leave once she was done.

I put my arms around as she sobbed into my shoulder. She mumbled a few things here and there. She sobbed, she would pause for a few seconds and then she would start again.

**

We stayed like this for about 40 minutes. After a while it stopped, then I noticed she was asleep. I laid her down perfectly and laid in bed with her and drifted off into sleep.

We woke up the next morning at around 9 in the morning. She looked at me and lightly smiled placing her head on my chest.

"When do we have to go to, ah-uhm, where's it starting? Agh, where is it?" She asked I have no idea what she was talking about.

I laughed and I could feel her roll her eyes, "OH! Tour. When do we have to go to the first stop, the place that shan't be named because I cannot remember the state" Jackie says