Die in your arms- Janoskians (Luke Brooks Fanfiction)

Chapter 36:

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Ashley's POV:

I cannot believe that I just kissed Liam a.k.a my bestfriend but worst of all cheated on my boyfriend "what the hell just happened? you guys aren't a thing are you" emily says looking surprised and I shake my head biting my lip "no but um" I swallow hard in loss for words and I look up at Liam who has guilt and worry plastering all over his face. "alright, look you guys seem pretty worked up about this, I'll leave" she says grabbing her wallet and walking out. as soon as the door shuts I let out a frustrating sigh and lift my head up to fight my tears which are surly about to come "ash, this is..." "Liam, you don't need to say anything because we both did this and I just, I..." I say stopping myself because I have no words for this situation "are you gunna tell him" he says and I shrug "I don't want to keep it from him, but I'm afraid because if I do tell him, he's not gunna be fond of me hanging out with you"

I say almost in tears and he sits next to me "he blew off the club for me and here I am kissing my bestfriend" I say and lean into his chest so he can't see my face full of guilt and near tears! "we don't need to tell him" he says comfortingly and playing with my hair and I look up to face him "what do you mean, if I don't say anything I'd be a liar and a cheater!" "It's not a big deal, we are both confused and we know it was heat of the moment. we both know he's going to react so we can just make it like it never happened!" he says smoothly but I still debate in myhead about it "liam, i want that, i want it so badly but out of anyone you know im a terrible liar" "yea i remember that time we went over to abbys house and you broke her mums vase then i suggested you blame it on me but as soon as i took the blame you became nervous and sweaty then just started crying" 

"that doesnt count, i was really young im not that bad" i say and he scoffs "you were 14, and yes you are that bad, when you got your first boyfriend you didnt want to tell your parents just yet because you didnt know how they would react. then one day when they were asking you about your so called 'friend' you started heating up, using the word um about a hundred times in every sentence, then just yelled out 'ALRIGHT HES MY BOYFRIEND, STOP TORMENTING ME' " he says and i laugh "they had no idea, they were just asking about his name and i was like 'i um his um na um uh name is uh taaaa um Taylor!" he laughs and puts an arm around me "you dont need to lie, we just dont mention it and pretend it never happened" "your right, i dont need to mention the kiss to him, we just sat and had a movie night" i say and he smirks "what kiss?" i chuckle and roll my eyes "shutup" he laughs and i smile "no awkward tension?" he asks and i nod "no awkward tension" i confirm and he smiles again "good"

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my alarm goes off and i get up turning it off whats it even doing, going off on a sunday "shit sorry" liam says walking into my room, yes he did spend the night and yes it was in my bed, but it was friend affection shared, nothing more! "why'd you turn it on liam?" i say putting my head down and my pillow over my head while he trys and figures out how to turn the annoying alarm off. "because, i need to go to work, but i ended up waking up earlier" he says finally fixing the alarm and move the pillow turning to face him "since when do you work?" i say surprised and he chuckles "since i went looking, besides i needed one to earn money" i nod and sigh "i should get one too, whats your job" "im working in the area of construction working and building" "oh good job" i say and and he pats my head like he always does to annoy me "you'll find one soon" he says and i roll my eyes "shutup" "i have to go, so ill see you later, bye" he says and i mumble a bye under my breathe as he walks out because well im tired!! i put my head back on my pillow, now i finally have time to fall asleep again! as soon as i close my eyes my phone goes off and i sigh getting up from my bed and picking it up to see emily. i look at my screen nervously and hesitantly answer, here goes nothing 

A- hey em 

E- hey 

A- so... 

E- are you ok? 

A- of coarse im ok, why? 

E- you and liam! 

A- oh, look i just, really, im sorry, im just 

E- your annoyed that it happened, but im asking if your ok

A- no, im not, because now i have to face luke without being honest with him

E- your not telling him? 

A- its not that im- em can we just not talk about this, im really drained and not bothered to discuss this 

E- lets go out, get your mind off it 

A- are you sure 

E- yes, me and you come on ash 

A- alright, ok give me an hour! 

E- ill pick you up 

A- k see you then 

i hang up and walk towards my cupboard getting out a skirt and midriff top, with stockings and my heels. may as well look better than i feel which is shit!! i know i have to lie to luke but thats the only thing i can do right now to save my relationship with him! 

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Liam's POV: 

i cant believe im going to do this but i think its best if it comes out from me then her, i am the one that went in for the kiss first anyway so i deserve to have him angry at me!! i touch on lukes contact bringing it to my ear playing with the pen on my desk nervously. 

Luke- hey man whats up 

Liam- hey nothing much you 

Luke- yea im doing alright same old 

Liam- thats alright

Luke- yea 

Liam- so when are you, you know coming back to australia 

Luke- in about three days why, is ashley alright 

Liam- yea shes fine, i just um, i luke something happened 

Luke- what? is she hurt?? 

Liam- no, no nothing like that its just urm 

Luke- Liam what happened? 

Liam- ok but, what i tell you, just dont tell ashley until you get back shes still trying to get over it herself 

Luke- Liam i swear, if you dont tell me right now, ill fricken fly over there and make you! 

Liam- Me and ashley kind of, you know 

Luke- if you say kissed i'll kill you

Liam- it was an accident, i didnt know what i was doing

Luke- wait you? so you kissed ashley? 

Liam- it was a heat of moment kind of thing and i told her not to say anything 

Luke- who the hell do you think you are? you told my girlfriend to be unfaithful to me and not tell me about cheating yet i always do how is that even fair?

Liam- i know, but it wasnt her fault, so i thought you should hear it from me seeing as though i caused it! 

Luke- your full of shit

Liam- luke i-

Luke- no save it, im calling her up 

Liam- luke but-

he hung up and i swore out loud throwing my phone on the desk putting my head in my hands! what have i done?? 

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Hayy, in the comments many of you were saying to make liam gay?? if you agree comment YES and if you disagree comment NO!! Thanks for your ideas lovelies and remember to comment/vote!! 

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