Die in your arms- Janoskians (Luke Brooks Fanfiction)

Chapter 38:

Ashley's POV: 

So this is basically all my life is to consists of, regretting everything i did 3 nights ago, now luke wont even talk to me, answer my calls, answer my texts, no matter how hard i try, i know hes pissed at me and i cant take it anymore, hes coming home tomorrow and i have missed him like crazy, me and liam havent spoken ever since that time he was over, we havent even tried to make contact, but to be honest, i just really miss luke, i need to see him and tell him that i was wrong about everything, and i just need him! i need him to forgive me and believe my story but this whole situation with liam is definetly going to make it difficult between us, if i tell luke, liam is going to kill me, and if i keep my mouth shut, luke is never going to take me back! this is all ridiculous and crazy, i dont feel the need to get out of my room or talk to anyone, not even justin, i used to tell justin everything, but i just cant this time! 

I look at the time, 10:50 i sigh and stare at my laptop screen that has been open for hours as ive just been scrolling through tumblr trying to entertain myself, but definitely not working! it just makes me even more depressed as im just watching videos that girls are posting from their concert! and now they are doing a concert here in melbourne tomorrow, then leaving again to go to sydney, then coming back! i dont know what to say to him when i see him at the airport tomorrow, i know hes going to be pissed at me, i know him and his brother are not going to even want to look at me, but i know that i still have to go and see him. I finally close my laptop and lay my head down on my pillow, im dreading tomorrow so bad!

~*~ 

i wake up to justin tapping me and i open my eyes looking up at him "what justin" "you have to get up remember" i close my eyes and sigh nodding "i have something that you will definetly be excited about "is luke here ready to take me back?" i ask and he stays quiet for a bit, i take it to my advantage and stay in the same spot. "umm maybe i should show you, come on" "i dont want to get out of my bed" i say bringing my blanket up to my face and he moves it "come on" i shake my head and i feel him lift me up "alright, alright, im up! now what" i ask and chuckles, "come on" he says walking out of my room and i follow him. he opens the front door and i stand still "why are we going outside?" i ask and he stands there "just come out here" i groan and uncross my arms walking out. 

"what is it" he motions next to me and i turn to see a white ferrari parked in our driveway, i open my mouth and turn to face him "you got a new car" he shakes his head and i furrow my eyebrows "what you just found a new ferrari parked in our driveway?" i ask and he shakes his head again "i didnt get a new car, you got a new car" he says and i open my mouth wider "WHAT?" I scream and he gives me the keys "but do you know how expensive this is?" i ask and he nods "yeah i know, i paid half, dad payed the other half, your birthday present remember?" i shake my head in disbelief staring at the car in awe "i thought it was just going to be dads hand me down cars" he shakes his head i smile giving him a hug "i love you" he chuckles "your lucky i have a range rover, otherwise i would have taken it" he says putting the keys in my hand "take me for a test drive" i beg and he shrugs "ok, lets go" i jump in excitement and get in the drivers seat as he follows getting in the passangers seat "did you go this morning to get it?" i ask and he nods and i smile at him, putting the keys in starting up the car 

"the inside looks amazing!" i say and he nods "i know" i reverse out of the driveway and start driving around the block " i love this so much!" i saw and he chuckles "you can drive to the airport in this to meet the boys" he says and my smile dies down as i nod "yeah" "what" he asks and i shrug "me and luke, arent in a good position at the moment" i say honestly and he sighs "what did he do this time" "it wasnt him it was me, me and liam kind of did something and he found out" "WHAT?" he says and i shake my head smiling "not in that way, we just kissed and luke found out about it" "oh" he says and i laugh "yeah, pretty messed up" i say pulling into the driveway again "this is really cool" i say sitting in the car once i parked and he smiles "well your welcome" i turn and smile at him "thankyou" we get out and gets into his car, "i have to go to uni, but when i come back, tell me how it went" i nod and go inside waving thanking him again.