Teddy (MxM / lgbtq+)

Chapter Two

Linny

He takes just two steps and holds onto my chin forcing me to look at him.

"Please, don't," I whisper feeling the emotions I locked up starting to slip out that door.

"Don't what? Don't do this," he leans in and drags his tongue up my neck. I whimper.

You weak bitch!

"Or this," he grabs my ass and squeezes, massaging the globes of flesh.

I bite my lip to hide the moan I want to release. Gasping loudly when he rip my t-shirt off and look over my body.

"Please," I'm not sure what I am begging for, to stop or to continue. I don't have to contemplate for long as he lifts me up and kisses me. I bite his lip hard enough to draw blood. He jerks his head away from me and licks the drop of blood on his lip. Heat rising in his eyes hot enough to burn me.

"Oh Linny," he mumbles carrying me to what was once our bedroom and tossing me onto the bed. He shucks his clothes so fast I don't have time to process what is going to happen.

I try scrambling away but he knows how to pin me. He knows everything about me. Ripping off my pants and underwear, my hands caught in one of his over my head, his groin pressing against mine.

God I'm such a weak whore. Even knowing what he did, I still want him. I mewl as the head of his cock presses against me. Kissing down my jaw he finds my sweet spot and bites down on it. And just like that I am putty in his hands.

It's thrilling, knowing that his fiancé is right downstairs waiting for him while he fucks me raw.

I groan loudly when his cock starts pressing inside me. We both watch as he turns over the lube bottle, the clear liquid dropping on my balls and running down onto the base of his cock. He tosses the bottle somewhere and thrusts. Grunting loudly and burying his face between my neck and shoulder.

"God, you always feel so good. Squeezing my cock this tightly," he grunts as he speeds up his thrusts. Just those words and my body react. He can always make me turn into a whore at the sound of his voice alone.

I sigh gripping onto his shoulders when he releases my hands. Meeting his thrusts I moan when he sucks on my neck hard. Making those kissy sounds I love. Trailing from spot to spot, dragging his tongue over my skin.

Goosebumps break out on my entire body when he rises onto his knees and hooks my legs under his arms opening me up like a brand new house. Sweat runs down his abs as he guides my legs to wrap around his hips. His hand grips my cock and pumps me in time with his furious thrusts.

I cum so hard, my lips part on a silent gasp. Tears blur his face in front of me as he cums hissing my name.

He stares at me and I've never in my life felt this disarmed. This vulnerable. The tears finally falling as I push him off me. He sighs going into the bathroom. I turn on to my side feeling his warm seed running down my thigh and cooling on my skin. I pull the covers over my naked body catching a glance of the blue plastic on my ring finger.

Theodore comes out and starts putting on his clothes. I ignore him, staring at the bare lilac wall. There used to be a picture of us hanging right there.

"Linny, I'm sorry," he says quietly.

"Me too," I murmur absently. I take off his ring. His claim on me and toss it at his chest. I watch as his eyes glosses over staring at the blue plastic in his palm. He bites his lip hard and looks down at his shoes.

"Take what's yours and leave," I say pulling the covers over my head.

"And thanks for the fuck," I add before he is completely out the door.

I listen as he makes a couple of trips carrying his things out. When no sounds reach my ears a few minutes later I let it out. I cry and scream. Wondering how I'm going to continue my life without him.

For the past six years I lived for him. Everything I did was for him. Now I have to find out who I am without him. My reason for breathing.

I've never felt this kind of pain before. Like someone reached inside my chest and is yanking my heart out.

Rubbing my legs together I feel the evidence of my weakness drying on my skin. Ripping the covers off I go into the shower and savagely scrub my body of him, until my skin burns, until it hurts to touch.

Looking myself in the mirror I gently touch the hickeys he left behind. In a couple of days they too would disappear. My hair falls over my shoulder, trailing over my chest, hiding more. I count twelve. Grabbing a handful I pull at it.

"I love your hair baby, feels like silk through my fingers."

I grit my teeth and grab the pair of scissors and start cutting.

Gone.

I want every reminder of him gone.

Maybe if I didn't have a penchant for the news I never would have found out like that. Maybe he could have let me down gently. The 'it's not you, it's me' speech. That stupid reporter and her white fucking teeth.

"Wow! Even I can't believe it! Yolanda Cole, daughter of John Cole, the CEO of Cole's Accounting, and the most prestigious accounting firms in the entire western hemisphere is getting married. And get this; it's not to another blue blood like herself. Her fiancé is a new account manager by the name of Theodore Halls."

I couldn't believe it. Maybe there is someone else with the same name working there. I mean there's so many John Smiths out here.

Then the station shows an interview of the two of them.

"Yolanda and I have been dating for the past year and I thought it's about time we tie the knot. She's my one," My Teddy smiles for the camera and kisses the woman.

"Theo is the love of my life. I'm so lucky to have found someone so wonderful," the home wrecking bitch smiles sweetly.

I call him. But he never answers. I wasn't going to degrade myself as the desperate one by blowing up his phone.

They've been dating for the past year. The same year I thought he was working to be an account manager.

The same year I thought he was the most goal oriented person in the world. Working until he couldn't keep his eyelids open.

But all the while he was shagging the boss' daughter. Fucking his way to the top. Ambitious alright.

I look down at the mark on my finger where his ring used to rest. I saved an entire year, cents I got from the store whenever I made grocery to buy him a ring. A ring he wasn't wearing tonight.

Walking like a ghost in my own home I step into the living room, looking around. He took it all. His things and the pile to burn.

It hurts so much. Being alone. Being betrayed and cheated on.

"Why Teddy?"

A/N

Hi sweethearts! So sorry for the late update. I wasn't doing too well these past few days but here goes. Hope you all enjoy and don't forget to vote, comment and share.