fade away.

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it's been a year and a half.

and you are really famous.

you've won many awards.

and i have my own accomplishments.

i'm engaged.

i love him with all my heart.

it breaks my heart thinking of what we could've been.

but the more i think of it

i have a right to be angry.

making me hurt.

making it hard to move on.

but i've past that stage.

i'm not angry anymore.

sometimes i am...

i hardly think badly of you.

but sometimes i do..

i'm going to get married.

to someone that's not you.

and maybe that's okay.

maybe it was supposed to be like this.

i don't know why.

but maybe i'm okay now.

i still love you but i've moved on.