fade away.

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i'm married.

i love him.

i'm pregnant.

i love her.

your famous.

you've reached your dream.

your life is hardly personal anymore.

was it worth it?

i hardly think of you now.

but when you come up on tv

my heart perks up.

i don't want it to.

i change the channel.

i start to think of 'what ifs'

what if i turned when you yelled wait!

what if i was more supportive?

what if you didn't debut?

what if that wasn't even your dream?

i don't know why.

maybe i do.

because i still love you.

but i love my little family more.