So, no one will probably care but I just wanna say, my grandma died. And.. Yeah, you all know what I'm gonna do when I arrived at our house. I'm in the hospital by the way. And, yeah, I'm crying myself out BECAUSE I GREW UP WITH HER, BECAUSE MY MUM LEFT US, I TREATED HER LIKE MY MUM. BUT YEAH IM NOT PERFECT, I MADE HER MAD ALMOST EVERY TIME, BUT SHE DIDN'T GIVE UP ON ME. I GET MAD AT HER SOMETIMES, BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I WANT HER TO BE LIKE THIS!
Wherever you are Lola lala, you're the best there is and I'm so sorry (you know what) and thank you for being there for me when I need you, thank you for cooking foods, thank you because you were my sanctuary from my dad, for taking me with you in your out of towns trips, I love you so much. I haven't said that before to you and now I know it's already too late. I fucking hate myself for not saying that. But anyways, I love you so so much, thank you, and I'm sorry.
Rest in peace.
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Depressed.
AcakI think the title speaks for the description. This is all mine. But maybe, I'll sprinkle some of the songs I listen to when I'm sad.
