VOCI (On Hold)

Entry 2

6 months passed...

I'm still alive.

Cara Tolentino is still breathing but not very well.

I hoped for something to happen but the fates didn't agree. I'm now alone in the 4 years I've stayed here in New York.

The past months was a living hell. I'm in a " work and apartment only" mode. I avoid all the places that reminds me of him, also I avoid him.

My friends are all worried but I told them I'm fine(which was a lie).

There were times that I saw him. There were times that he still come to my apartment and beg to talk to me but I ignored all of it.

I'm trying to move on but how can I move on if everything around me reminds me of him?