My Best Friend and I

Part 2

Leigh P.O.V
I open my eyes and some sort of light blinds my eyes. That's when I hear voices that i recognized. It was Pez and Jess, I open my eyes once more and get used to the light after a few seconds. I hear a door open I look over to the door and see Jade but she isn't alone she's with Luke. I feel tears build up in my eyes. I was this close to death but I survive and she bring her boyfriend even though she knows that im in love her. Wow she is an amazing best friend. Pez and Jess see my tears and give Jade a look of anger and disappointment. She look over at me " Jade please leave" my voice was a bit hoarse. She nodded her head and left. " Leigh Leigh why did you do it. The doctor said that if we didn't come you most likely would have been dead. You cant do that us, don't say sorry because you fell in love but Leigh." " Pez i'm really sorry, im sorry too Jess. Im sorry tha i put you guys under that. Im sorry for everything. I do have one request though" They give me a nod telling me to go on " I want to continue recording and we are continuing the tour. I need something to distract me from everything." They give me another nod before impacting me with a bug hug. I hear the door open again and see Jade but she isn't alone. This girl doesn't know how to take a hint. I don't want to see Luke and her together while I'm in the room. Does she want to make me jealous. I'm fuming at this point.
Pez P.O.V
Does Jade not know how to take a fucking hint. She hurt my Leigh Leigh and I'm not going to accept that. I'm not in love with Leigh but she is my best friend. Ever since she got her boyfriend she kind of forgot me. I know how Leigh feels. I was her best friend key word WAS. Leigh and I got really close. Even though I was dating Alex I still had time for all of them. I'm really disappointed in Jade. I don't expect her to date Leigh, but she didn't have to say that. It still blows my mind. That's when i feel someone tapping my shoulder. Low and behold it was Jade. I honestly didn't want to deal with her " What do you want Jade as you see I'm kind of busy. " she looks sad that I kind of yelled at her. I rarely yelled at Jade only if it was something really serious. " I just wanted to talk. Can we talk outside. " Leigh gives me a look saying to go with her. I give her a small nod and I go follow Jade outside. I close the door " so what did you want to talk about?" She look and me " are we ok? " " what do you mean? " " we haven't been hanging out a lot. We use to hang out a lot basically everyday. Is it because Leigh told you that she loved. Is that why?" This girl " you really think  the reason for me in not hanging it with you is because of Leigh. That is the most pathetic reason too. I stopped hanging out with you because you didn't have time. You got a boyfriend then you suddenly don't have time with us. You can't use the card that I have a boyfriend because I make time. I make time for my best friends. I also make time for my boyfriend. Leigh doesn't have anything to do with this. I didn't expect you to tell her you are in love her her. Out of all the things you could have said you said to never talk to her again. Do you even  know how heartbreaking that is. I don't think so. You even have the fucking nerve to come over here and bring Luke. Did you not think of how Leigh will feel. Did you even con-" I get cut off because A few nurses and a doctor rush to her room. I see doctors trying to calm Leigh me down. I look at Jess and we immediately rush to her side. Being how stubborn Jade is she goes to touch Leigh. I ask the doctor what's going on. She's having a panic attack. She probably. Heard me yelling at Jade. The moment Jade touches her breathing  suddenly goes erratic. " Jade don't touch her you're making it worse" she let's go and Leigh breathing starts to calm down. Jess and I are on either side of Leigh we were telling her that it was alright. Jess leaves and brings Jade with her
Jesy or Jess if you haven't gotten it form this point P.O.V
Pez and I are trying to calm down Leigh   Freaking Jade wants to go touch her. Doesn't she ever think of the consequences. After Leigh is calm enough I pull Jade to the side. She looks at me and I point to the door. She gets the hint I we both go outside. She stands still for a few seconds before I had enough of the silence. " Well are you not going to say something. " " it's Leigh fault. If she didn't tell me than I would have never said to never talk to me again. It's also her fault that she cut herself." " your fucking kidding me right. You think this is Leigh fault. I think it's your fault. She told that she loved you. I heard what Pez said and I'm gong to say the exact same thing. I don't expect to say you love her. I did expect what so ever for you to be more gentle. I even think that it was my fault for what happened. I pushed her to tell you. The only reason why she did that was because" I cut myself short because maybe her telling us that she feels like she isn't loved is something she wants to keep to us three only. " she did it because. " " I can't tell you because it's something  that she told us and I think it's personal. If one day she decides to tell you. You just might just understand       " she sadly nodes. We both walk in to hear Leigh singing and it broke my heart.

Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough

Does it burn?
Knowing I used all the pain?
Does it hurt?
Knowing your my fuel to my flame
Don't look back
Don't need your regrets

That's when she stopped than the she said the saddest thing " I just want to be loved. " she then dosed off to sleep. I see Jade in tears and I know what I must do. " please leave and take your boyfriend with you too. You have done enough today." She dosen't protest she give a small nod and she leaves. I look over too Pez and I see her in tears. She must have heard it all. My eyes fill with tears. I hope that Leigh will be fine. I really hope so.