Punch It In.. Ram and Kurt's Love

Blue- Ram's P.O.V

I was sitting at lunch with my best friend, Kurt Kelly, as usual and I could stop thinking about how I wanted to reach under the table and hold his hand. I was madly in love with him and I wanted the whole school to know about it. I wasn't lying when I told Veronica Sawyer that my balls were blue, the only thing is it wasn't because of her. I had never actually had sex, I couldn't.. I wanted Kurt and he wasn't gay. I didn't want pussy at all. If only that was true for him too.
"Dude, daydream much?" Kurt mustered through a mouthful of food as he shoved into my shoulder and chuckled.
"uh. S-sorry, I must be out sorts" I mumbled in response. I must of looked so dumb staring at him. I half smiled and dumped my tray into the trash and started to rush out. As I pasted J.D., I caught an image of him flipping me off from the corner of my eye. I didn't turn around though, I didn't care. Jason Dean was a loser who tried to murder me and Kurt, so quite frankly I find it hard to give him any fucks. Kurt called after me as I walked out the door.
"Bro.. where are you going?" He blurted out. I pretended not to hear him as I ran out of the cafeteria. I was on a mission. I had to find the Heathers or Martha. I needed to get my mind off of Ram. Maybe I could conceal my gay, because I couldn't lose him. As I stormed down the hallway, I ran into the Heathers standing by their lockers.
"Helllllllooo ladies" I said in an attempt to be suave. However it was hard to flirt with anyone when all you can think about is the guy you love. Maybe they would buy it?
"What do you want?!" Duke snapped. Chandler glared at her and signed 'Shut up Heather!'
McNamara smiled and said "How can we help you Ram?"
"Which one of you lucky ladies wants to meet up with me in a storage closet for some fun?" I asked wearily and hopefully convincingly with a wink. The Heathers laughed.
"Really Ram, you thought that was gonna work?" Duke laughed.
McNamara giggled. "Heather wants to know why you didn't ask your boyfriend" I sighed. So not only was I gay but it was obvious. I stormed off.
I had to find Martha. She would give me a shot, after all we dated in kindergarten. I had 10 minutes before the lunch bell would ring and I needed something to knock some hetero-sense into me. I was practically running around campus, when I ran into Kurt, the only person I didn't want to see.
Shit-shit-shit. I thought to myself.
"What's up with you?" Kurt asked. I wanted to run but he was holding me by the shoulders and looking me directly in the eyes.
"Uhhh-umm" I mumbled.