bad at love • kit h

thirteen

phone call

hey adelaide

hey kit

is this awkward i feel like this is awkward

well yeah

i know we had that whole conversation about my
feelings for you and i
know that you don't want
to make yourself vulnerable
like that but when GQ asked
me about you i couldn't stop
gushing and then my thoughts
decided to run out of my mouth
and i'm sorry

kit
do you think i'm mad

yeah i put pressure
on you like that
unintentionally but i still
did and i'm really sorry

honestly kit
hearing you say those things about me the way you said them and how you were prepared to just gush about me to everyone really woke me up
i know i'm not very trusting and i'm going to have to work on that but
jesus kit
if i let someone like you go now i will regret it for the rest of my life

are you serious
does this mean what
i think it means

yes
but we're not just jumping into a relationship as quick as we jumped into bed together
even if i love you, i want to take
time to build this

you don't understand
how long i've waited to
hear you say that

can i tell you something

anything

when i read your interview
i didn't think it was real at
first i thought i had just
pressured you into saying
things but then i read it
twice and i saw you in
your words and they were so
raw and real
no one has the power to
tug on my heartstrings and
make me a slave to love
like you do
i love you too

come over right now