Almost Broken. (Finished.)

What

Standing in the bathroom staring at myself in the mirror.

I could look worse I guess, not that it really matters.

I'm just wearing black jeans and sweater, boring, but me.

Today I and Hanamaki are going out together I'm still not sure how I feel about it I'm nervous but that's pretty normal for me.

My mother kept reassuring me before she left for work but it didn't really change anything.

I still feel the same way as before she said anything.

Suga said he would come over and talk to me before and walk me to where we're meeting up because I honestly don't have any idea where we're meeting up.

Suga said it was some place Hanamaki knows and that he can walk there.

He should be here in the next few minutes.

I have my cane, glasses, and wallet.

I'm ready, not mentally but it's better than nothing I guess.

Suga shows up a few seconds after I exited the bathroom, letting himself in.

"Ready for your date?" He asks wiggling his eyebrows at me, not bothering to take his shoes off.

I shake my head, because it's not a date, and I don't have my shoes on yet.

"You look half asleep," Suga says when I'm trying to put on my shoes, I have to sit down to put them on.

It's quite sad.

"Maybe, it's because an idiot told me I'm going to be socializing today," I said, standing up, I should get velcro shoes.

"Maybe," Suga says holding the door open for me.

We walk out Suga in front of me because I have no clue where we're going.

"How's the cane?" he asks after awhile.

"Fine, it--it's annoying though,"

"I bet it is,"

It's silent for a few minutes, Suga was trying to talk about something so it's my turn to bring up the conversion topic now.

"Hmmm, how--how are you?" I ask.

He looks over at me and smiles.

"I'm good, and you?"

"Okay,"

"You nervous?"

I just nod.

We continue walking in silence this time I don't say anything because I don't feel like talking, I need to save some of it up for talking to Hanamaki and stuff I guess, and there's nothing really else to say.

We walk a while longer before we're standing outside a little cafe and bookstore thing? I'm not even sure what it is.

We walk in and it's very quiet and there aren't many people here, so that's good.

There are lines if bookshelves and corners with chairs and a couch in the very back along with the counter where you pay for your books and drinks.

No sign of Hanamaki.

"He should be here soon, he works here and is getting off in a few minutes. Why don't you take a seat and I'll go." Suga states checking his watch.

I nod.

"Bye," he says out the door again making the chime go off.

I take a seat by the front of the window, keeping my back to it.