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IM DONE WITH SCHOOL

YESSSS IM DONE WITH SCHOOL BETCHES, YALL DONT EVEN KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM. I NOW HAVE TIME TO GO ON HERE!!! I HAVE BEEN SO FREAKING BUSY FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS THAT IT FELT LIKE I WAS MOVING ON FROM AN OLD FRIEND 😢 (I should probably get off of caps 😂) But yeah, I'm glad it's summer now and I can't even believe it's summer 😱

So I had finals, which were annoying as heck. I hope the grades are good, especially in a few classes because those few are borderline a/b, b/c, and c/d 😬. Today was the last day of finals, and I only had one class that day and that was Spanish. So Spanish went well and I didn't even have to study for it!

Well anyways...

My parents have been pushing me every day to get a job, but 1. I don't really want to get a job this summer and 2. At this point, all good jobs have been taken. People suggest I babysit but I HATE babysitting because I have to put up with screaming children who throw a fit if they don't get their way. I can manage that in two ways. One way is that I am WAY too nice and "weak" and I let them get their way/ I have a nervous breakdown OR I scream bloody murder at them and have a fit myself. So yeah... I don't think I'll do babysitting...
As for other jobs, I'm not mentally ready yet. I'm super duper shy and socially anxious so whenever I get taught something new, I am emotionally unstable and I'll start crying and having a panic attack if I do or say something wrong (which I usually do). I'm also extremely socially awkward so that would be bad especially as a cashier for something.

Someone please let me know if you ever feel this way too! So when I feel intimidated or I'm around people that I don't want to mess up in front of, I feel like I'm mentally slow. Like there's something wrong with me and I can't do it. I feel like this is just me. In other words, I feel very dumb and incapable of doing what I'm doing. So yeah, as my parents keep asking why I keep refusing to get a job, I'm not entirely sure I can just say what I just told you guys...

I just need a year to get my act together! That's all!

Anywho

An update on music...

I FUCKING LOVE QUEEN SO MUCH HDJWKDBWKKDKWKDBWODJWHKSBDKEIFUOAKWHDKWKWKDBWOJSJWOW

I STILL LOVE BOWIE ❤️❤️❤️

WOAH I JUST HEARD THE BEGINNING OF PAINT IT BLACK ON THE TV RIGHT NOW (sorry, that was random but necessary lmao)

I really like those extra takes from the sgt pepper re release, like the Strawberry Fields Forever Take 7. It just sounds so "raw" like I'm sitting there with them while they did that. I don't know 😂

I've been getting into all sorts of music, but not new music, no no no 😂

Has anyone ever heard of the song Time Of The Season by The Zombies? It's such a cool song, kinda eerie

Okay now I'll just be really random lol

MY SWEET LORD TWIGGY IS FUCKING GOALS SHE LOOKS AMACCAMAZING AND I WISH I COULD PULL OFF HER HAIRCUT. MAYBE JUST FOR ONE OR TWO DAYS TO TRY IT OUT BUT STILL AHHHHHHH

AND I WISH I COULD DO THE TWIGGY EYES AS WELL AS HER AND WITHOUT LOOKING LIKE A DODO BIRD AFTER DOING IT

YOU KNOW WHAT I WISH I COULD JUST BE HER

*twilight zone music plays as a magical poof happens*

Well umm, what'd'ya know, I'm Twiggy now 😂

WHY DO I HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS

Okay bye everyone, I'll see you later. I'm going to go contemplate my life decisions right now ✌️❤️