Definition of me is you

Adoring You

"But Hansol! He doesn't likes me back!" Seungkwan whined. They were in the school's secluded garden, where many believed it's haunted. Little did they know, it was a just a rumour started by this couple, so that they could have a hideout in this place.

"How do you know that? Did he ever said that he doesn't likes you back?" Hansol tried his best to make the situation more positive. These are the little things he did, that Seungkwan never knew, and never see it other than what a Friend would do.

"No... But..." Seungkwan continued, Vernon then rebutted. "You don't know anything yet Kwan, just stop jumping into conclusions so quickly would you?"

Seungkwan couldn't find anymore arguments to fight his stand, hence looking down guiltily on his half eaten Red Bean bun. Upon seeing Seungkwan's upset expression, Vernon softens his tone, "Hey Kwan, look, you're a great person. In fact the greatest person I've ever met. Be a little more confident of yourself alright? I'm pretty sure Seokmin likes you just as much as you like him"

Hearing those comforting words, Seungkwan's face brightens, "Thank you Hansol, you're still the best!" Vernon could only smile, because his smile makes him smiles too. His smile is the only thing he wishes to preserve for an eternal. "Don't mention it man, that's what friends are for!" Vernon said and ruff Seungkwan's light brown locks.

'Friends' was the one and only word that could describe the relationship between Seungkwan and Vernon. At least, that's what Seungkwan thinks it is, never did he realised that there was always a guy he was so close with, was madly in love with him. Their relationship was like riding the swings in the playground. Whenever Seungkwan swings forward, Hansol is at the front swinging backwards.Vice versa, never were they once swinging together. Always passing by each other, and were never together.

"They should just start together then" you might say. But Seungkwan never knew Hansol was beside him all along, treasuring him, protecting him, and loving him. How is it possible for them to start together?

"Dong~~ Dong~~ Dong~~~" The school bell rang, marking the end of their break time, chasing the students back into their cells. The duo exchanged farewells as they part, heading to their own classes. With Seungkwan having his insecurities disappearing bit by bit, and Vernon having a smile that screams "I am in love" lasting on his face.

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"I confessed to Seokmin, and he accepted it!" The light brown haired boy chirped as he jumped around like a five year old kid who just got his Favourite toy for his birthday. "Oh... Congrats Kwan..." Vernon forced a smile, he knew this would happen, but not this soon. He tried to convince himself that Seokmin should be Seungkwan's Boyfriend, but easier said than done. It was painful, utterly painful.

But what could he do? Nothing, because Seungkwan never had feelings for him that's more than a Friend. He was nothing but a Friend. Just a Friend.

He couldn't, and wouldn't confess. It's just because he didn't want to ruin or risk this friendship, the only relationship he was in with his dear Seungkwan. He couldn't bare the fact that his Seungkwan would leave him, he couldn't and wouldn't want to see himself leaving this beautiful person. Even if it means to have him not or even never return his feelings, he is willing to do it. As Long as his Seungkwan is beside him, smiling happily.

He had to smile, he had to be happy for him. He just had to, it was the only choice he could make. He didn't want to lose him, neither he  wants Seungkwan to be upset because he didn't like Seokmin. He just want his Seungkwan to be happy, even if it means not to be with him.

"Tell me if he hurts you, I'll break his neck." Vernon said a little too sincere and seriously, that Seungkwan was kinda afraid. "Haha... Okay... Hansol I'll tell him that" Seungkwan beamed regardless, taking his statement too easily. Vernon realised that his answer was a little too serious that got Seungkwan uncomfortable so he quickly changed the topic. Dragging Seungkwan to their Favourite ice-cream shop to 'celebrate' this 'special occasion'.

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His eyes sparkles whenever he mentions his name.

His cheekbones were more prominent whenever he mentions his name.

His faces turns into a darker shade of red whenever he mentions his name.

His smile becomes brighter whenever he mentions his name.

His face paints 'happiness' whenever he mentions his name.

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However, it was not Vernon's name.

It never was.

And Vernon wishes how hard it was him.

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Hello~ it's @duckiepang here > < Although this is not my first time writing fan fiction, and not my first time publishing a fan fiction. But this is definitely my first fan fiction here on Wattpad :D

Hope you've enjoyed part 1 :3

#VerkwanIsLife #VerkwanForDaWin #JusticeForHansol #LetVerkwanBeTogether

But I'm an evil author so... I'll see how :P