A Twist In My Story (命运的捉弄)

the third chapter

I let it slip through days and years now. Since then, I didn't really think about it anymore and have completely moved on to the subject that it happened and now its just an unwanted memory.

I'll carry through the experience of this heartbreak.
I admit I went looking for him cause since then we didn't talk anymore, connections were cut between us and I have not heard from him.

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" Well, maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all, all, all... too well.

Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone

But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it 'cause you remember it all too well, yeah

'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well.."

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Listening to Tay S again. I couldn't get over the song since I first heard it.. It's as if it is perfect for everything that I go through and going through.. When I am happy and when I am sad or lonely. Not specifically have to go through a heart break listening to this song.. I could play it for hours not even get used to it. It's the song that uplifts me and at the same time sets up my mood to how it is presently. It's that song that makes me think freely stare up to space and recollect all of the memories I have had the good and the bad that makes me who I am now.. And got me to where I should be..

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I am concerned about Brookelyn and her relationship with her boyfriend. I am not intervening nor I am a part of the problem that needs to be resolved but I am only going to be a part of how it goes well in the end for my best friend. Since she has been telling me herself the insights of her relationship and how most of the time the boy has been so confusing.. I couldn't understand why, he says the things he says, he does things that he do, questions or ask even about things that aren't even existent.

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"Will you promise me that you wouldn't tell him anything about what I just told you? And that we have talked cause I haven't replied to his messages at all.."
"Yes, I promise but what if he asks me about you? And I couldn't stand a chance not to talk about you?"
"Just dont talk to him, when he asks questions. I don't want him to know about how this all affects me.."
"Oh, okay, just please don't be upset anymore. I will be right here when you need me, okay? I love you and I am your best friend, I got you all the time, whenever whatever :) x "
"Okay, I'll try. I will be alright I know I will be, I just need some more time to think and be alone, and I will thank you sweetie <3 x"

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Her boyfriend came to me and message me first and asked about her, my best friend and how she was cause she hasn't been talking to him for in about two days, I couldn't really tell him how far I knew about what was going on, but the whole thing about Brookelyn being upset over some boy got me all mad at the situation and at him, deep down and wanting to confront him of how he's been behaving and making my best friend feel terrible that it also wears me down.
I have thought about that this has to be settled and worked on since it has to stop it's been weeks they've been like this, my best friend being upset. So I stood with my chin up and heart to cover and protect my best friend.