A Twist In My Story (命运的捉弄)

the tenth chapter

It's the morning on a Saturday. I get to wear Saturday clothes yay! Away from those lousy uniforms, I get to wear pants/shirt and just be comfortable moving around and I have sneaked to this different, smaller, quieter library in a different building, I may have just found a new hangout spot for my dear self . I didn't know I wasn't allowed if I'm not practicing majors yet. But I have still went in anyways, and everyone is wearing the same Saturday clothing whatever their standings are so I may have camouflaged in. I wanted to waste time there and be productive that way, just that I have so much time to spare and it was peaceful in there than the usual library everyone can go to stay for a while.

Still behind the shelves, I found torn out book pages for how old they were bought, sold and placed there. They were golden of age/years have been published, stocked, turn to brown/yellowish, golden pages quickly soon enough to turn to dust. I brought my hefty gadget with me and found a free service. Yassss! I get to talk to her! 'Immediately went into my mind' I mean whoelse could I be talking to, I don't like anyone else. Or seeing anyone else as well but her.

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"Babe! Guess what? I am in this different library that I just walk pass to most of the time and now I am hanging out here by myself, I think I'll consider crashing here from time to time :) how are you? <3 and I have free service!! Yay, who gets to talk? Hehe me :") xx "
"Hii, hun xxx that is really great that you found out that the new library has data xo like how I said to do something new and fun and that makes you feel accomplished everyday to keep yourself motivated :)"
"Yeah I know! And I've been doing stuff like I think there's contest going on and I thought about joining and all and being here in this library that I am not even allowed to for long I think? Hahah and lots more :))" "what about you? How are you? I have not heard so much from you, from the past days. We've been having opposite schedules and you've been busy and I guess school and having troubles with service and social media x let's hear from you :* ily"
"I know with all the hectic schedule and stuff, school is frustrating and lots of other things like in home and assignments. I am sorry I've not been able to talk so much the past few days. But I still try to contact when I can and usually you're going to bed soon and I could be around sometimes its the opposite Ily x"
"I know, with me also doing school but I still try to reach to you like right now :) and it is alright we all tend to be busy sometimes and school is just really stressful so I get it. And I have a lot of stuff too that I also do for school. Ilym :* "
"Yeah.. :) and I know, thank you for understanding me. I am really sorry for the lack of time. But you know, if you're actually not having most of your time on, it's okay you don't have to be sacrificing your time for me a lot, you know and as well if you find someone else there then you should go with them.."
"You're welcome :) and it is really completely fine if I am here for you like I always am and you too.
Babe, is everything okay? Like what could be going on haha what's with the tone there, seems like you've gone a bit off. Like of course, there's no one else and I am all about you. What are you talking about? And I am sacrificing my time for you when you can't talk or I can't at times, I am making it up for you cos I love you."
"...it is just that I am telling you to be with somebody else there, there are a bunch of other girls in the sea., at your school you're in a university. There's lots of other people you'd meet, Who you could be with them."
"Wouldn't you be okay with that though? Cos I don't think so, and even so. It's not you and it doesn't work that way. I am in love with you and you are the only one I want to see and want to be with, and there's not any other girls who could even top you. I have the most beautiful and amazing girl ever. I don't want to see anyone else here at all."
"..but eventually you have to find someone else, there would be someone. OK"
"But that someone is you, I've already found her. Why are you saying this to me? Out of nowhere? Why are you thinking of this? Can you talk over the phone? Please and explain to me, what is bothering you?"
"Okay, let's phone but I can only do a few minutes."
"Uhm okay? Hun ring me"