A Twist In My Story (命运的捉弄)

the thirteenth chapter

"I think she has some feelings for you"

(You think so?)

But from how?

"From the way she talks to you.."

(Oh.)

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Haircut..I got something similar with Oli Skies.. I love how it suits me really well.. Headbanging this..

Music is the only definite and appropriate, intangible thing that resonates an infinite feeling of any type of situation or emotion.

I played it and once again strummed it in the guitar.
The song, I've never heard before only now to have actually, probably try to move on with

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She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
Winter's gone and I still can't sleep
Summer's on the way
At least that's what they say
But these clouds won't leave

Walk away
Barely breathing
As I'm lying on the floor
Take my heart
As you're leaving
I don't need it anymore
° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° °

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

Now spring has brought the rain
But I still see your face
And I can not escape the past
Creeping up inside
Reminding me that I
Can never bring you back

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

This is endless [3x]

Someone help me
'Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless
This is endless

Someone help me
'Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long

Someone help me
'Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long
(This is endless)

She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
But these clouds won't leave..

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Train.. Intercom.. Railings.. Murmurs of passengers.. On headphones..isolated from any other noise..just the music

I thought the lyrics & all content of this song has more meaning to it. But I guess that's the effect it left me with just thoughts circling round' in my head about everything that has happened during my day and what I've gone through.

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And you said I've lost my head
Can you see it, can you see it?
Belly aches while you're in bed
Can you feel it, can you feel it?

And you said I've lost my head
Can you see it, can you see it?
Belly aches while you're in bed
Can you see it, can you see it?

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Simple, yet grand. Yet powerful.

I have religiously listened, played & related the two songs and let the time pass by fleeting as I have traveled or walked the streets alone & with strangers round'
Not having an idea what they're missing out on that I have on my ears only what I hear

Apart of me never learned. I met this girl I have like for a while. She doesn't pay attention, she never kiss me, she doesn't ask me, she doesn't tell me of herself a lot, she doesn't contact me, she doesn't make plans to see me, I only knew about her from what she wants me to perceive her as, from how she displays herself. Not of anything deep or special. But I still like her and actually fell for it.
It was no fun, to waste that time. I've picked up my stuff and went forth.

I've realised how everything I've had from the past, from with Lue... It wasn't a lie. It wasn't a joke. It was real, real love. It is everything opposite from this bitch I've known for a while.

We were bold
            Different
         Compromise
       Compassionate
    Patently damned.

I'd say.

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I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying)

'Cause I see you lying next to me

(How can I see, I see you lying)

With words I thought I'd never speak

(How can I see, I see you lying)

Awake and unafraid

(How can I see, I see you lying)

Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

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