If You Were Mine Again (Jungkook x Reader)

If You Were Mine Again #1

*Your POV*

I lay curled into a ball on my bed, crying all my tears for him.

"Why did you have to leave Kookie? What did I do wrong?" I say out loud to myself as I continue my pitty-party.

I stopped going to school and work ever since Jungkook broke up with me. My best friend Natalie has been taking care of me for about a month now. She brings me my notes and homework so I can do it in the bed of tears I have created. A boy has entirely ruined my life and will to exist.

"I wish you stayed with me. Why did you go?" I repeat bawling out my eyes.

Shortly after I say that, Natalie comes in with more tissues and some school textbooks with the pages I need to read marked. "It's okay Y/N, I haven't seen him at school since the incident either. He might be just as upset as you are." she calmly said trying to cheer me up. "Want me to go get us some Domino's Pizza?"

"Pizza Hut," I sob. "Not Domino's Today."

"Okay Y/N. I'll be back soon, so call me if you need anything else."

"What I would do to have you back Kookie." I whisper, as if he can hear me. "I wish you were here to make me happy again. Please...come back to me."

Beside me, my phone continuously rings. It hasn't stopped and at this point I don't care. It's probably more saddening news to add on top of my heartbreak. I refuse to pick it up, as it is constantly annoying me and is an unknown number.

"Why does this happen to me of all people!?" I yell while sobbing still. "I don't even want to live. Why target me with your spell Jungkook!? Did you actually want to break the sanity I had?"

I get up off my bed, pick up my phone, take the batteries out, and put them in my nightstand drawer. Just before I shut it, I found a tiny ,blue envelope at the very back of the nightstand drawer. After picking it up and flipping it over, I found "Y/N," scribbled across it in, of course, Jungkook's handwriting.

The tears that i had stopped a few moments before, came back to my eyes seeing the unread note. The door opened with the jingle of keys so i put it back and curled up on my bed once again, trying to look the same as how Natalie saw me before she had left.

"I got the pizza Y/N!" Natalie yells up the stairs at me. "Want me to come up there?"

"No! I need to move anyways!" I scream back to her. "Be down in a few seconds!" I race out of my room, down the hallway,smacking my wrist on a door-frame while doing so, and raced down the stairs to the kitchen. I grab my plate and plop half the pizza on it. "Thank you Natalie." I say and begin eating.

"No problem Y/N! It's the least I can do if my best-friend is heartbroken." She says smiling at me. "Don't worry, if I see Jungkook again, he will have a nice conversation with my fist."

"Please don't hurt him Natalie. I still love him."

"But he hurt you, and that will not be tolerated."

"Please...don't hurt him, for me."

"Fine, but if you change your mind, you know who to call! Okay?"

I nod and head back to my room after confirming that she won't cause violence over me. I change into clean pajamas, head to bed, and try to get some sleep.

I just need my Kookie to come back and save me from the dark.

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