His Melodies

Sinful Melodies

Yo what up? As I said it was the last day of school and right now I'm super bored so I decided to post a chapter for all ya'll. Don't play the music yet... again 😂
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Levi's P.O.V-
I couldn't stop thinking about Eren. Maybe it was the way he smiled? Maybe the way he played? Maybe the way Musa was trying to fucking be with him? I didn't know but Hanji soon found out I wasn't really paying attention.

"Hey, what's wrong Levi?" Shitty glasses asked me. "Nothing is wrong Shitty glasses. I'm just tired." Hanji groaned. "Your always tired! What's your new excuse?" I rolled my eyes. "I'm just thinking." She smiled. "About a certain brunette? One that we happened to see today?" I glared at her and she laughed.

"I guess that's is a yes!" Hanji laughed out. I sighed and she stopped laughing. "Look I know you don't want to get into another relationship but even I know how Musa was flirting with him. To me Eren is a pretty great guy." Hanji stands up and gets an apple from the fruit basket. "I'm not saying he is bad or anything but it is like what you said." Hanji leaned against the wall while taking a bit from the apple.

"I'm not rushing you but I want to see my OTP happen. I'm expecting raven haired kids with green eyes running here by the time I'm married!" Hanji jokes. "Don't get your hopes too high. I doubt he's gay." Shitty glasses takes another bite out of the apple. "Yeah he's not gay. He's bisexual."

I almost choked on the air. "What? You heard me right. Eren isn't new to this relationship thing. He's dated Jean and what's that other girl... oh! Annie!" Hanji bites the apple. "Annie? Jean? Jean?! Horseface?!" Shitty glasses laughs. "Yeah... that didn't last too long."

"Well! I got chemicals waiting for me to mix! Oh and Levi? Don't let Musa stop you from taking Eren." With that Hanji leaves upstairs. I lay down on the couch. "Dammit... I don't want to love someone...!" I muttered to myself. And it's true.

My last relationship didn't end in a happy note. I was dating this girl named Petra and she cheated on me within the first month. I cheated on her and never told her so it was kind of both our faults. She slapped me and said many things to me I wasn't expecting but then again she did it too.

I really didn't want a shitty relationship like my last one. I turned on the Tv to see if there was anything new. Same old same old.... Oh! A new show called Attack on.. what? Titans? I'll make sure to see it later. I checked the time and decided to make myself some tea before I went to bed.

Play The Music

Eren's P.O.V-
"Mikasa! Get me the pills now!!" I yelled across the halls, clenching my chest as I layer on the floor. I was standing in the middle of my room, about to play the violin until my legs gave out and soon my arms too. Mikasa came rushing in to help me.

"Eren?! Do you need the doctor again?! Here! Take these!" She asks clearly worried. I take the pills and drink some water I had by my nightstand. Mikasa looks at me, tears threatening to fall. "Tomorrow we'll go back to the doctors office to see what's wrong. He said you should be okay..." my eyes widen.

"I can't! I have practice tomorrow!" I say and Mikasa shakes her head. Armin came rushing in. "Eren?! What happened?!" He rubbed my back. "I fell again.." I smiled as I rubbed the back of my neck. "I'll tell Musa that you can't go." I try to stand up. "Eren stay ca-" I fall down again.

"I can't just leave! I'm in almost all the performances." I say but Mikasa still shakes her head. "I'm sorry but your health is much more important than some stupid show." I got upset. "It's not some stupid show!" I yelled. "Eren! Your sick with some disease okay?! Face it! Your not some kid that can be healthy and joyful! You have a disease! One that can be deadly!" Mikasa screams at me.

I stood up with all my might, finally my legs giving into my control. "Fine! I'm never going to be happy and healthy but I want to enjoy my fucking time while I can! I'm not like you Mikasa or Armin that can just have their whole life to live! Yes I know I have a disease! Mom was with the same disease! That is why to perform so badly! I want to say one final goodbye!" I yelled and stormed outside.

"Eren wait! I didn't mean it like that!" Mikasa tried stopping me but Armin let go of her grasp. "Let him have some time to cool off." Mikasa pryed Armin off. "I'm not leaving him alone!" By the time Mikasa was out I was already gone.

I walked to the nearby cemetery. I saw Moms grave and sat down next to it. I closed my eyes and felt like the worlds weight was lifted off my shoulders. I let out a few tears. "Mom... I don't want to die.. I want to live a happy life.... I don't want to die.." I cried out. I wiped away my tears and continued to plead for my life.

-FlashBack-

"Eren? Are you ready to play?" Mom asked me. I nodded and set my violin to position. "Do you think grandma can hear us?" Mom smiled and nodded. "As long as you love and remember them then they are never truly dead."

I nodded and began to play with Mom. The wind suddenly flowed against our hair and the cherry blossoms soon fell. "See? She likes our song." Mother smiled and hugged me. "Eren, I may have to leave for a period of time but I want you to know to keep being strong." I looked at her confused.

"Mommy? I don't want you to leave! Stay Mommy!" Mom pulled me up into a hug. "I know sweetie but think about it this way... mommy is going to see grandma!" I smiled and hugged her. "Say hi to her for me! Please mommy!" Mommy nodded and smiled. "She would have loved you with everything she had."

-End Of Flashback-

Little did I know that would be the last time I would play with Mom. She died two weeks after that. Then I noticed Grandma had the same disease as her and Mol caught it too. When I was 10 years old I found out I had the same disease and my life would be shortened out. Just like Mom. I got up and wiped the dirt off from my pants.

I walked back home to a very worried and sorry Mikasa and Armin. I didn't care no more. Why? Because I've accepted my fate, I'm going to die whether I like it or not.

End of this chapter!!