His Melodies

The Strongest Hearts Have The Most Scars

So....? How was last chapter..? Please don't kill me! I'm trying to do what many people call a sad AU. I remember I was reading this one fan-fiction called The Music Room ( you can check it out in my favorites list) and I was crying fucking buckets of tears. I've never cried that much in my whole entire fucking life! So.. I was inspired to just that! Let's get back to the chapter! Enjoy and if this piece of crap made you cry then tell me in the comment section and I'll hand you a tissue box
Warning: This chapter includes Depression and Death. If you are sensitive to that then I advise you to not read this chapter.
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Mikasa's  P.O.V-
The nurse came in a rubbed my back while I cried my eyes out. Armin was next to me, he passed out after crying a lot. I felt completely torn. Eren....

Earlier...
I saw a bunch of doctors rush in to where Eren was having his surgery. A wave of worry flushed over me but I decided to stay calm. That didn't last long because I soon heard yelling and screaming. I told myself it was probably the doctor giving out commands.

I then say a group of nurses open the door and entered. With that one second of the door opened, I saw everything clearly. Eren... he was dying. I ran and Armin jolted up trying to keep up with me. I slammed the door open. I saw the doctors look at me and they tried to pull me back. "EREN!! WHAT DID YOU TO MY BROTHER?!" I yelled out as tears and tears fell down.

Armin dropped to his knees, to paranoid to care if the doctors were pulling him away. I kicked and yelled. The door closed and that's when I was here. "Clear!" Light flashed in the room. "Dammit! All Clear!" Another flash. I closed my eyes, hoping this was all a terrible nightmare. Armin screamed, I had to cover my ears because his scream was like nails on chalkboards.

"Clear!" The flash brought Armin to a mental breakdown. "I need all units here right NOW!" One man called out.

This is where I was now, Armin passed out. Me, sitting in this chair waiting for some type of news. I looked up at myself in a mirror. My black hair messed up, big ed puffy eyes staring right back at me and red stains on my cheeks. I wiped away my tears. I saw Levi run up to me. How was I going to tell him. Instead, I couldn't be strong. No longer. I ran up to him and clutched him into a hug.

"H-He...iS pRoBaBlY... I-I..!" I tried to get the words out but I couldn't. All attempts ended in vain. I fell down to the floor still clutching his clothes hard enough to rip it. "Mikasa... compose yourself. Eren promised he would be alive. You know Eren wouldn't make a promise he can't keep...right?" How could he act so calm? I closed my eyes and continued to cry.

He picked me up and sat me on the chair. "Any news on him yet..?" Levi silently asks, looking at Armin. I was curled up in a ball. My knees tightened to my chest. My head laying on my knees as I cried silently. "nO." I hyperventilated. "Take deep breaths Mikasa. Calm down.. we will get answers soon enough." As Levi said that one of the doctors opens the door with a face that could only describe tragedy.

"Mikasa. You can come in. Only her." I jolted up and walked into the room. I saw Eren laying on the bed, his eyes closed. His breathing erratic. "Eren..?" He opened his eyes slowly. I couldn't stop the tears after that. I grabbed his hands and put them up to my cheek. "Eren...Eren..." that was the only word I could process. "Mikasa... I love you... Where's.. Ar...min?" He said faintly. "He passed out." He took a deep breath in and one minute later let it out. "Mikasa.. I don't think I can.... ke..ep my pro... promise." He said.

"We.. We promised! You told me after this surgery you would come home! You will come home and live a happy life." He chuckled. "It was like you said before, I'm with a disease... I'm not going to live some happy and joyous life." I hugged him so tightly afraid he might disappear if I didn't. "That's not true! You can still come home! To me! To Armin! To Musa! To Marley! To Levi! To.. The Cherry Blossom..! To Mom!" I cried out. He sighed. "Mikasa I want to talk with Levi for a couple of minutes. I nodded and walked out, still crying.

Levi's P.O.V-
The door knob twisted and I saw one depressed looking Mikasa. "He...he wants to see you." I ran towards the door and rushed inside. The sight was horrific. Eren use to be tan. This Eren was paler than milk. Eren's eyes use to have so much life. This Eren's eyes don't have one spec life. Eren's smile was contagious. This Eren didn't even smile.

"Hey.. Le...vi." He whispered. I felt something wet stream down my face. I touched the wet substance and it was tears. "Eren... no..no..nonononon." I grasped my hair. "Levi-San... I love you." He said and smiled. My tears were falling like a waterfall. "When I saw you in that music room I thought you were just another person who-" "Stop!" "Who would just take pity on me. While our encounters were short, I still-" "Eren! No!" "I still managed to fall in love with you. And I will over and over again. Levi-" " You aren't suppose to Die!" "Levi-San, I don't  to have a life with you. I don't  to live with you! I don't  to live in a house with you and start a family! I don't  want to just be with you! I don't want to do everything with Levi-San!" Eren was crying too. (God I'm starting  to cry too)

"Eren you promised me! You will keep that promise you hear me?" I placed my head on his chest and began to sob. "Levi-San. I want you to forget me. I want you to find another girl that will bare your child. I want you to find a real person that will love you. My love for you is just temporary." He said as he cried. "I won't leave you!" "Levi! Listen to me! I don't love you... I want you to continue your life without me. Forget anything between us happened." He said and pried me off of him. "How can you say that?" "Levi! Leave!"

Cliffhanger! MUAHAha! It isn't so funny when I'm crying too..
Anyways... you know how Eren was saying hurtful things...? Well, before I get an essay saying why did Eren say this?!
He didn't want to see Levi hurt so he told Levi he didn't love him even though he really did.

"Levi-San, I want to have a life with you. I want to live with you! I want to live in a house with you and start a family! I want to just be with you! I want to do everything with Levi-San!" Eren said.

That was the original dialogue but then my friend suggested me to have Eren push Levi away because he didn't want to hurt him. Hope this clears up any confusion!

Also in case you were wondering why Eren just now started to call Levi, Levi-San I thought it would be cute~!

Did you cry? If you did then yay I did my job if you didn't then yay cause I sure was crying when I wrote this.

See you in the next chapter!