Wide Eyed (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

Harry's P.O.V.

I walked toward my first class of the day. Lily and I didn’t have math today. I had music theory, while Lily had a free period. Everything that had happened yesterday played through my head. Lily, Kasey, the teenagers. The thing that bothered me most is what Kasey said to me.

The information about me and Lily that she had could get us into trouble. That means as long as she had proof, I was wrapped around her finger. Lily would be too, be she has no use in Lily. She wanted me for homework and sexual pleasure. And I had no intention for either. But she could do almost anything, because she knew that if I got in trouble, I would have to leave Tailor University.

The event last night that branded my mind was our kisses and intimacy between each other. I saw her undress, we danced together, she told me a little more about herself, and most of all. I told her that I will love her. It’s different from I love you or I am in love with you. It’s saying that no matter how she feels about herself or how other people feel towards her, I will love her.

But what really are me and Lily’s relationship. We’ve done alot of things together in the past week, but nothing was declared. I guess I’ll ask her later on.

All through the music theory lecture, I wasn’t listening. Instead, I wrote a song for Lily that i promised a few weeks back.

The bell rung and I rushed to my dorm, so I could set the lyrics to music.

I pulled my guitar out and plucked the strings. After about an hour of choosing and Picking, I got the right notes.

I began to sing, while I played.

If the fish swam out of the ocean

And grew legs and they started walking

And the apes climbed down from the trees

And grew tall and they started talking

And the stars fell out of the sky

And my tears rolled into the ocean

And now I'm looking for a reason why

You even set my world into motion

'Cause if you're not really here

Then the stars don't even matter

Now I'm filled to the top with fear

That it's all just a bunch of matter

'Cause if you're not really there

Then I don't wanna be either

I wanna be next to you

Black and gold, black and gold, black and gold

I look up into the night sky

I see a thousand eyes staring back

And all around these golden beacons

I see nothing but black

I feel the weight of something beyond them

I don't see what I can feel

If vision is the only validation