Dear diary,I relapsed, the weight of pleasing everyone got me again. The thoughts of Kyle couldn't save me from dragging the cold flexible blade from my razor against my skin.
Today I was crushed as I seen Kyle walk in the coffee shop we met with a black haired man, he was beautiful and I could see why Kyle chose him over me, but maybe the reason I am crushed isn't because I am jealous but because Kyle slapped the man. I don't even know him but he didn't deserve it, he was just begging for Kyle to buy him a muffin... I don't think I like Kyle anymore.
[ Dan Howell ](Sorry the chapter is short, I can't focus bc my neighbors dog was hit by a white truck, she was a 2 year old husky named nova.. her skull was crushed and her snout was broken into bits.. rip nova, please keep her family in prayer 😭❤️)
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Fanfiction[trigger warning] June 3rd, 3:43 Am, 2009 Dear Diary, I don't know why I'm returning here, relying on thin pages to solve my problem; but here I am anyways. It won't fix my i...