June 19th, 3:38 am 2009

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Dear diary,

I relapsed,  the weight of pleasing everyone got me again. The thoughts of Kyle couldn't save me from dragging the cold flexible blade from my razor against my skin.
Today I was crushed as I seen Kyle walk in the coffee shop we met with a black haired man, he was beautiful and I could see why Kyle chose him over me, but maybe the reason I am crushed isn't because I am jealous but because Kyle slapped the man. I don't even know him but he didn't deserve it, he was just begging for Kyle to buy him a muffin... I don't think I like Kyle anymore.
[ Dan Howell ]

(Sorry the chapter is short, I can't focus bc my neighbors dog was hit by a white truck, she was a 2 year old husky named nova.. her skull was crushed and her snout was broken into bits.. rip nova, please keep her family in prayer 😭❤️)

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