Dear diary
Today is my college orientation and I honestly can't sleep. every time I close my eyes I just see everything that could possibly go wrong! what if I stutter because my tongue feels too big for my mouth? what if I mumble because of the pressure of speaking? There are just so many things I can do wrong since I am an almost 6'0 awkward noodle.
maybe I should just skip a year and come back in 2010 instead... but my parents would be so disappointed and they already are embarrassed by me so why should I make it worse?
In good news I talked to Phil, I ran into him at a shop and we hit it off. I'm trying to gain his trust so I can understand why Kyle would hurt him, so far I don't understand because he seems so lovely... It might just be that misjudged Kyle and he is a dick head like most hot guys, just being blunt here.
Oh well...I have to try to sleep and not let the thought of messing up get to me...
[Dan Howell]
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Hayran Kurgu[trigger warning] June 3rd, 3:43 Am, 2009 Dear Diary, I don't know why I'm returning here, relying on thin pages to solve my problem; but here I am anyways. It won't fix my i...