Ana

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They tell me

that I have recovered. 

But her voice still screams inside my head

"You are too fat"

"Don't eat that."

I have a constant struggle of going between

starving

and not.

Working out,

and not. 

This constant Tug of war 

is ripping my brain up

like shredded cheese

Constantly telling myself I am not good enough

I can't do this anymore

Fighting is hard.

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