5 Seconds of Summer Imagines and Preferences

Breathe Me- Sia

WARNING. MAY BE TRIGGERING.

MICHAEL: "Help, I have done it again. I have been here many times before. Hurt myself again today. And the worst part is there's no one else to blame"

    "Babe!!" Your boy friend of 10 months calls to you. You sniffle try to hide away your razor before he enters the bathroom. You were just about to shred when he came home. Its too late. The door swings open. 

     "Y/N." You look up to see Michael turn pale as his gaze travles from the razor, to your wrist, to your tear filled eyes. The brimming tears trickle down your cheeks.

     "I have done it again." You whisper. You drop the razor into the sink and kneel on the floor pressing you back up against the wall. Michael kneels next to you and wraps his arms around you.

     "I thought you said you stopped this..." He whispers into your ear.

     "I lied." You reply in a barely audible tone. He brushes some hair away from your face.

     "For how long?" He asked not taking his eyes off your dry cuts on your arms. You take a deep breath.

     "9 months." 

     "Was it me?" His voice was shaky as a few tears spilled from your eyes again.

      "Michael there is no one else to blame but me. It's just my parents, stress, school, the hate i get from fans... It kills me inside. I just dont deserve you." You finally turn and look into his cloudy green eyes. He shakes his head and presses his lips tenderly to yours.

     "Y/N your wrong. It's me that doesnt deserve you. We can get through this. I love you so much."

     "I love you too." You say, you begin sobbing into his chest as he holds you. Later, you both flush the shiny blades that would taunt you no more, down the toilet.

LUKE: "Be my friend. Hold me, wrap me up. Unfold me. I am small and needy. Warm me up. And breathe me"

     You lay in you and your boyfriend Luke's bed,, sobbing. Your best friend just commited suicide. She posted a video on facebook. You always have known she was bullied, but you didnt know it would push her to this point. You and her have been inseperable since childhood. Now you will never see her again. Why? You feel so alone now. You feel Luke stroke your hair.

    "Shhh Y/N. Im here now. You can get through this." He says in a soft tone. You sniffle and rub your enflamed eyes, looking up at him.

     "Luke. Hold me. Im so cold." You say to him. You feel his arms encircle around your waist, pulling you close. You feel his steady breathing on your back. 

     "We are going to get through this together. I'm with you now love.  I'm so sorry." You hear him whisper in between your sobs tha have turned into soft crys. 

     "Dont ever leave me Luke. I love you."

     "I am yours forever Y/N. I love you so much.

CALUM: Ouch I have lost myself again. Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found

     "Y/N! Wake up! Its just a dream! Im here. Im here." Calum calls you out of your nightmares and into his waiting arms. He kisses your forehead as your breathing becomes normal again.

     "The dreams have been getting worse Cal. This one was terrible. I was chained inside a burning building.. And you and my mom couldnt come and get me. All you could do was stand there and scream my name. I cant get any sleep because of these dreams. Am I crazy?" You ramble as your fiance looks into your eyes listening to your every word.

    "Your not crazy. You have had so much stress lately. Dont take this out on yourself. We already have your appointment at the doctor's tomorrow. I'll be there with you the whole time. I promise."

     "But Cal, whatever they say to me... You won't leave me like Dad did my mom... Right?" You pleade with him. He wraps his arms around you and places a passionate kiss on your lips.

     "I would never leave you Y/N. Not in a million years. Now come on, lets get some sleep before tomorrow." He cuddles down into your cozy bed once more. You sleep through the night with no dreams. Hearing no screams, just Calum's heartbeat.

ASHTON: "Yeah I think that I might break. I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe"

     "You were such an idiot back then Y/N! And now look at you! Whoever thought a fatass looser like you could have turned into what you are today. Married to who you are married to!" All the mean girls from your old highschool snickered. You are at your highschool reunion with your husband Ashton Irwin. You look down at the floor. You felt like you were back in highschool. You were the nerd and they were all the cheerleaders picking on you. Though you grew tall, ditched the glasses, and began wearing makeup, you felt like the 15 year old girl with no confidence once again. You look over at Ashton, he and his band mates are talking to their old friends. They were always popular. They were the ones who brought you out of your shell. You walk away from the snickering girls and sit at a table. You rest your head in youor hands and let your mind wander. 

    "Hi darling." Your thoughts are broken as your husband, Ashton plants a kiss on your cheek and sits next to you. You cant help but smile as he pulls your young son onto his lap and they both smile at you. Your son has his fathers dimples and hair, and your eyes. You tossel your sons hair.

      "It's funny how things dont change." You say to Ashton, nodding towards the girls who used to tease you. Ashton's smile fades as you tell hi what they said to you. You brush a fallen tear away. He shakes his head.

     "Ill be back." He gets up, with your son in tow. He comes back and pulls you on the dance floor.

     "Wheres Y/S/N?" You ask quickly. Your motherly instincts take over quickly.

     "He's with Luke son, Calum's twins, and Michael's daughter." He says smiling as you sway from side to side on the dance floor.

     "I sware those two will have a romance in highschool." You and Ashton chuckle as you look over to see your son and Michael's daughter playing with the other boys' older kids. 

     "Hopefully their relationship wont be anything like ours... those crazy nights... wow." Ashton says making you laugh.

     "Thanks for saving me Ash. I was loosing myself. Scared to break again..." You trail off. You look into the light in Ashton's eyes.

     "Well those girls got nothin on you babe." He says, making you laugh again.

     "I love you Y/F/N." he says in a more serious tone.

     "I love you too Ashton Fletcher Irwin." You say, trying not to crack a smile. You and Ashton kiss and once again, you are happy.

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