"I love you" (Chapter 4)

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NIALLS POV:

"Niall?" She said whispering nervously not hugging me back but not pushing me away as well.

"You remember me?!"

"I-" she started saying but I rudely interrupted her blabbering stuff I never got to say to her when we were young.

"I can't believe I met you again. I thought I'd never see you again! I thought you wouldn't remember me again! I'm so glad I found you! In so glad you remember! Jamila I'm so sorry I let then do that to you and didn't help you or save you before they did! I'm so sorry I left and didn't come back but they forced me to! Jamila I'm so sorry I never got the chance to tell you this when we were little but now I can."

I release her from the hug but with my hand still on her shoulders. I look into her beautiful... Ocean blue eyes? I could see her eyes was filled with fear and the look on her face was confusion but maybe what I'm about to say will make her remember the feelings.

"I love you Jamila. I never got the chance to tell you this but I love you and always have." She had a shocked face on and it looked like her she was fighting to remember something but something was holding her back from remembering. Her brown hair flowing with the wind, and the raindrops splashing on her apple red cheeks. I couldn't help it I don't know what's going through me but I had to. Just once. So I simply laid my lips on her soft perfectly shaped lips. I deepened the kiss and she kissed back. My stomach was flipping and I could feel myself smile into the kiss. We pulled apart to catch for air. Well I did. Until she said something that broke me completely.

"Who are you?"

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JAMILAS POV:

"Who are you?" I said in confusion. I hated not knowing who he was because he seemed so familiar. I knew one thing for sure. That his name was Niall and he does love me but why? I don't even know him. Well at least I think I don't. He said when we were little a lot. Does that mean he was my childhood friend?

"You don't... You don't know me... Y-y-you don't r-r-remember m-me? He asks stuttering with a look of hurt all over his face. His eyes turned a dark blue color like the deep sea. Why? I could tell he couldn't stand yet he still was. He was holding onto my shoulders tightly to stay up.

"I'm sorry..." I said with confusion and sadness filling my voice. He let go. His eyes weren't the color of the deep sea. No. They were completely broke. He was completely broke. No emotion was in his eyes. He let go of my shoulders dropping to the floor into a small puddle sobbing. Crying. The tears fell down his cheek as the rain drops mixed in with it. It started to rain harder and a lightening struck hitting a pole. I looked up to see the pole coming towards me. I didn't know what to do as it was coming so fast. Everything I'm the world stopped but me the pole and a broken crying Niall. I guess this is it. And I closed my eyes and whispered.

"Goodbye."

"NO!!!!!" Niall screamed putting his arms around my waists pulling me out of the street and falling onto the sidewalk with me on top of him. Then I remembered something.

*flashback*

White spray pain was being sprayed into my eyes. The pain was unbearable. I started screaming in pain and the guy let go of me as he was tackled to the floor.

I was doubled over in pain holding my hands to my eyes. I remove my hands from my eyes still in pain and see my visions getting more blurry. I see a small blonde boy punching the guy out cold. Who is he? Did he save me? I remembered one thing before I closed my eyes a women screamed his name.

"NIALL!"

And I closed my eyes consumed by darkness and pain.

*flashback ends*

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