Ugly plastic chair (chapter 24)

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HARRYS POV:

Days and days and days went by with no contact from melany. Malissas funeral. And Nialls second disappearance.

Is this my life now? Stuck in this tiny room concealed to hide away depressed people?

Here I am stuck at a mental hospital. Concealed by these metal walls. Where I am left with life which I grow and makes me seem immortal.

One direction? Music? Words? Love?

What are those things? There's no longer a one direction. We all have separated. Me in London. Louis in boston. Zayn in Miami. Liam in California. Were all separated. God knows where melany and Niall are. I don't. I know nothing. I no not of any sort of life or living thing anymore.

"I'm alive but I'm barely breathing." I start singing.

"I pray to a god that I don't believe in." I sing not remembering the lyrics correctly.

"Cuz I got time while she got freedom.

Cuz when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even, even, no.

What am I supposed to do when the best part if me was always you and,

What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your okay.

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces." I cry sobbing into my pillow as I sing the last line. How does melany have this much of an impact on my life. My love is her. No ones ever mesmerized me as much as she did now look where I am. Love is a wonderful thing. Pain and abandonment is horrible. The hurt you feel and the ache in your heart is to dreadful. Why does she do this to me.

Why did she leave...

MELANYS POV:

I couldn't do this. I know about Harry. I have no clue where Niall is. I don't plan to. I know there's no more of one direction and they've all splitted up. I have to much of an impact on there lives. I can't do this to them anymore. Because of me they all broke up. Because of me they are all over. Because of me Harry is... And Niall....

Me: Harry... I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I need a new word for how much I am sorry. I can't do this anymore. I can't hurt u and Niall. I can't keep having these impacts on ur lives. I've left but I'm still here. I never left you. This is the last time u will here from me. Bye.

what I'm saying is partly true. Here I am once again back to my old life. I'm here with mr.chad living with him. It turns out he was filling my spot for me at the cafe. I never kept in contact yet he was so nice.

"I'll try and figure out if they will give you your job back. Stay here." He said as he hands me a warm cup of coffee.

"Yeah.. And mr.chad... Thank you." I said. He showed me a big grin and headed out the door. He really Is a nice man. Now... I got up off the couch and headed for the blender. Here goes nothing.

I pressed the blend button As a whole bunch of noise filled the room. My phone being crushed by the blender. Electrical sparks fill the container.

I'm sorry Harry.

HARRYS POV:

*bzzz* *bzzz* the phone goes off. This might be a mental place but my charms and fam gets me past places. I could leave whenever I want but I choose not to.

I look at MELANYS text. MELANY! MELANY! MELANY! A spark of hope lots my eyes. I press my tracking app and put in the number and text message then it goes straight to work.

BACK AT MR.CHADS PLACE!?

*destination failed to retreat. Phone no longer in service or has been shut off.*

Knowing melany she must have destroyed her phone but I already got mr.chads address.

I got to get out of this place.

"HEY YOU CANT LEAVE!" A nurse screams. I turn around a place my hands on her cheeks. I stare into her eyes. There different them Melanys. Melanys were full of lust and curiosity for the world. Hers were just dark brown. I couldn't read her emotions at all. None of this seemed right.

"But honey I think I can." I said and she melted straight to the floor.

I got home and changed. Shit no more gas.

I head for the bus station and wait. Finally the bus a arrives and I'm back on the this ugly plastic chair.

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