* sorry guys i couldn't update sooner. I had to go to springfield and then a few parties and then I need sleep and yeah ENJOY!!!*
CAMS POV:
So Nash and I were at my house and we were playing 30 questions.
"So Cam...who do you have a crush on?" He asked with a smirk on his face. My eyes widened.
"umm...umm...." I just kept stuttering.
"It's ok if you dont want to tell me."he says looking down.
"No..no it's not like that...it's just I'm just developing feelings and I dont know if it is a silly crush that will go away in a few days." I said with a reassuring smile on his face. He cant find out I might have feelings for him.
"Ok...here's another, what are we?" Huh? Does he have a crush on me or something? Can this really be happening? My eyes widened.
"What?"
"I mean are we friends..or what?"
Oh.. Thats what he meant.
"No sweat, Nash we ARE friends." He's fumbling with his fingers like he's nervous or something.
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah...it's just..."
"Just what?" He takes a deep breath.
"Why do you let Jacob and mahogany beat me up and you just stand there not doing anything about it." Wow he got me there.
"Look I cant stop it but I'll talk to Jacob about it."
"Ok." He says quietly bowing his head, while scratching his wrists. I look closely. Oh my god.
"Nash......?"
"Yeah?"
"Show me your arms." His eyes widen and he's trying to back away from me. I put my arm around his waist .
"Oh no you don't." He shivered. Is it cold in here?
"Nash, lift up your sleeves and show me your arms." I say cautiously. He sighs, and lifts up his sleeves. I gasped. I see tiny cuts scattered all over his arms. Its sickening. Something clicked inside of me. I'm going to do everything in my power to fix Nash and keep him safe. My eyesight was blurry, I reached up to wipe my eyes. Ive been crying.
"I get it, your disgusted by me, you probably want me to go." He says sniffling.
"No no no..." I kept saying shaking my head walking towards him. His eyes widen as I run over to him and pull him into a bone crushing hug.
"What?" He whispers into my ear. My skin shivers. What?
"why? Why? Why? Never do this to yourself again, I'm going to stay by your side so i can make sure you never do that to yourself ever again." I whisper into his ear, the hug still in process.
"Why do you want to try and fix me?...I'm broken beyond compare." He says with tears in his eyes. I quickly wipe them away.
"Dont ever say that again...everyone can be fixed."
"Why do you care about me?..I'm nothing special."
"Because...I dont know...I just have a feeling that I need to protect you." I pull away. Wait...he was surprisingly skinny. No no no.
"Nash, lift up your shirt.." He sighs, and lifts up his shirt. Oh my god, you're so skinny."
"What are you talking about?, look at all this fat!" Noo he starves himself.
"No no no, why are you starving yourself, you're just skin and bones."
"Well, my mom disowned me when I came out and she stopped caring. So my life is literally hell 24/7, she never feeds me and she is verbally abusive. She found out about school, you know Jacob, yeah and so she was like "they can do my dirty work for me." And she never feeds me so i got used to it." I was shocked. So he doesn't have anyone to go to. I placed him on my lap. I looked him in the eye. His breath hitched. Huh maybe he was just surprised.
"I am so sorry, I let this go on for this long. Everyday from now on before school you will come to my house and eat breakfast and I will drive us to school." He nods with tears in his eyes.
"And you are not going home to that monster of a "mother" tonight. You are spending the night, you have no say in it whatsoever." I say with a serious tone.
"And we are going to eat all of these snacks." I hand him a snickers bar.
"Here eat this." He takes it and takes a bite out if it. I smile.
When we are done eating all the snacks, he yawns. "Are you tired Nash?"
"Yeah..just a bit."
"I'll just go sleep on the floor."
"No your not."
I say with my hands on my hips. He looks confused. So I go over to him and I pick him up and put him on the bed pulling the covers over his frail body. I also get in the bed and pull the covers over my body. He's all the way over on the other side of the bed. I sit up and grab his waist and pull him closer. I kiss him on the head and lay back down. Now we're just inches apart. My arms still on his waist and I snuggle my head into his neck.
"Goodnight Nash." I whisper in his ear.
"Night Cam." He says sleepily. Now I am certain that I have feelings for Nash.
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My Knight in Shining Armor (Cash boyxboy) Cameron Dallas and Nash Grier
FanfictionNash is a typical nerd in High School. He worries about his grades, he finishes his homework in class, the whole lot. He is also gay. You may ask, 'does he receive hate?', Yes, quite a bit actually. His main contributors are Jacob (Whitesides..XD)...