Bastard

05

After our conversation, father took me home. He didn't care if I'm still sick or what. All he cared about is his pleasure. Or his lusts.

"you're going to find her, Son." i closed my eyes and forget everything I heard.

As long as I do the things he wanted me to do, I'll be safe.

'you useless little bastard.' That line hit me again. I opened my eyes again. I can't sleep.

I got out of bed and head straight to the kitchen. I didn't have my dinner and father didn't let me have it. It is my punishment.

I opened the fridge but I immediately closed it back.

"Oh? Have you seen your  tutor's head inside the fridge?" I became nervous and started to panic.

He is not joking at all. It was literally in there.

"Didn't I told you not to eat until I say so?" I gulped and he started to walk towards me.

"S-sorry." I apologized and avoided his gaze and started to walk back to my room.

It's been a week since he killed somebody. And I bet his bloodlust is getting worse. I don't know why he's doing this and I don't know why I'm dealing with him, too.

"You didn't followed my orders, son." He muttered and I stopped walking and faced him.

"I'm sorry, father. I'm just hungry, that's all. I will tuck myself in bed. Goodnight, father." I told him with a pleading tone.

He didn't mutter any single word but he is staring at me. I bowed my head and continued walking to my room. I didn't rush myself or he will notice me that I'm avoiding him.

Just in time that I was about to close my eyes when suddenly the door opened. I closed my eyes.

I can hear footsteps getting closer but I will never make the same mistakes again. I will never open my eyes.

I can hear him mumbling words but I couldn't understand them. Chills began to run down to my spine when he caressed my head.

"You won't lie to father, right? You little bastard."

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"Hey, Glass-eye!" Gunter called me and he was smirking at me. He's with his wolves again.

"I heard one of my boys tried to beat you up for no good reason? Is that true?" He asked me. I nodded and pointed the guy who sent me to the hospital.

"Oh? Really? Apologize." He ordered but his wolf is about to neglect his order.

Gunter grabbed his head and forced him to bow his head on the ground.

"you fucking moron. Good thing his father didn't sue us, you shit." Gunter muttered but he's still holding his head.

"Apologize, Han." Gunter added.

I want to look at him. I want to dominate them. I want to humiliate them like what they did to me. But if I do that, I'm not any different from my father.

"I-I'm Sorry, Xenon. I apologize." Han muttered but Gunter isn't a guy who can be deceived easily.

"I can't hear any sincerity, Han." Gunter added and slammed Han's head on the ground.

"I—I'm really sorry, Xenon--" He didn't finished the words he was about to say.

"It's okay." I muttered and turned my back from them. I didn't made any glance and started to walk away from them.

I started to walk at the corridor when something caught my eye. My eyebrows furrowed and so did hers.

"Find her, son." That word recalled in my mind. This can't be happening.

I tried to avert her stare and tried to walk faster so that I could just pass through her and act like I didn't saw her.

I was about to pass her when she grabbed my arms and forced me to look at her.

"Whimp!"