Sonata [SEBASTIAN STAN]

FIFTY FOUR

private messages

junebug
mel i need your help

s(mel)ly
and i need gas money

junebug
what you don't even drive

s(mel)ly
yeah but the money would still be nice

junebug
i need to talk to you about something serious

s(mel)ly
what's going on

junebug
sebastian told me he loved me this morning

junebug
he was drunk off his ass last night and texted me "i lobe you" so i asked him what he meant today and he told me that he's in love with me

s(mel)ly
wait what's the problem

junebug
i panicked

junebug
i told him bucky was having kittens and i literally ran out of his apartment

s(mel)ly
bucky is a boy cat

junebug
MEL I KNOW

junebug
i don't know what to do

s(mel)ly
you didn't say i love you back?

junebug
no

s(mel)ly
why?

junebug is typing...

junebug
i don't know

junebug
everything just started to feel so real

junebug
things have been so easy until now but i realized that this isn't like any relationship i've ever had and that really freaked me out

s(mel)ly
why?

junebug
because if this is real then we have to deal with the messy stuff like feelings and careers and gross flossing habits

junebug
it stops being easy

s(mel)ly
but isn't it worth it if he makes you happy june?

s(mel)ly
can't you overcome the little things if you love him?

junebug
but i never said i loved him

s(mel)ly
june

s(mel)ly
i understand this is a personal crisis but you've got to be shitting me

s(mel)ly
you two are such idiots smh it's a miracle you even ever admitted your feelings and started dating

junebug
well how the hell am i supposed to know if i'm in love with him!

s(mel)ly
little things

s(mel)ly
like do you want to spend all your time with him?

junebug
yeah

junebug
when he leaves i miss him so much it hurts