My Fuckin Boss (Jungkook FF 21+) COMPLETE

Part 22

You arrive at the villa with Jungkook still holding your hand, after what had happened he had not let go of your hand.
You sat in the living room, laying your head back against the sofa while Jungkook took off his jacket and went to the kitchen for some water.

Then you heard a car park inside the yard and wonder who was here to visit you or Jungkook.
" Jungkook, we have a guest. I heard someone park a car in the yard " you said calling out to him while looking at him emerging.
" Really? Aish that jerk, I think it's my hyung, probably trying to disturb our honeymoon " he muttered. Annoyed, he puts the water on the table and walked to the door to open it.

He opened the door and immediately seemed shocked to see who it was, definitely not any one of his hyungs.
" What the hell is she doing? What makes her think she can come here? " Jungkook mutters really lightly to himself.
" Oppa!! I missed you so much " she shouted, running to Jungkook and hugging him.
You were to shocked as you heard a woman voice to do or say anything, you lifted your head to see, who she was.

You see a girl hugging your husband and immediately feel your heart hurt and crush under the pressure. You keep wondering how she had come here, whether Jungkook was still in touch with her.
" Hi Miranda. Long time no see but why are you here and why the hell are you hugging me? " he asked moving back and breaking the hug with a cold expression on his handsome face.
" I told you, I missed you " she said with a cute Aegyo face and held his hand.
Jungkook smirked, he couldn't do anything. He did not want to hurt you.
You just stood still on the sofa, trying to control your emotions, trying not to let out your tears.
" Come in, I'll meet you with my wife " he said letting Miranda in.
" Hi, nice to meet you " Miranda greeted you.
" oh H-hi.... nice to meet you too " you reply with a fake smile.
" Hmm baby, I think you know her. You've met her before " he said looking at you with a small smile on his lips.
" Yeah, I do " you reply with a cold voice.
" Hmm jungkook, I'll go to upstairs, I think she has something to talk to you about in private " you added and bowed to her before going to the stairs.
He can see your cold expression and feel your sadness. Immediately he felt very guilty and stares at your back while you disappear from his sight.

You go inside your room and closed the door, putting your hand on your heart.
" He doesn't love me, he never did. He still loves her but why was he doing this to me?. If he loved her why had he agreed to marry me? Why not marry her? " you murmur to yourself while your tears flow down your cheek.
You bury your face in the pillow, sobbing.
You felt like a thousand knives were stuck inside your heart.

Jungkook and Miranda were downstairs, sitting on the sofa.
She laid her head on his shoulder but Jungkook, rejecting her affection, shifts aside to keep his distance from her.
" You know I'm married. I have a wife now, so please control yourself " he sighed.
" Oppa? I know this is a forced marriage, you didn't marry her because you love her " she said, a glint if annoyance in her tone.
" I know you still want me, I know you want to touch me. It doesn't matter to me even if you have a wife. As long as you still want me I don't care about anything. You know, I love you so much " she said cupping Jungkook's cheeks and turning his face to herself.
Jungkook took a deep breath and brushed her hands of in his face.
" Look Miranda, you don't know my true feelings. I'm so happy that I married her. My life is now so perfect with her by my side, so please leave me alone now " he said before patting her shoulder once.
" Are you in love with her? " Miranda asked with an angry look.
" Yes, I love her, I love her with all my heart, so much that it hurts my heart to be away from her every single second. I love her so much and I don't want to hurt her, I never want to see her hurt, I want to make her feel happy and proud to be my wife and I don't want you to ruin that. I don't want you or anyone else to ruin my beautiful life, so leave Miranda, LEAVE " he shouted angrily.
Miranda smirked not believing a single word that came out of his mouth rejecting her.
" Sure fine Oppa, just watch then. I will destroy her happiness step by step. If I can't have you then neither can she. I will make sure you lose her. You will regret choosing her over me." she said and left.

Jungkook was very frustrated, thinking about what Miranda could do to you, he didn't want to lose you, he didn't want you to leave him.

He went upstairs to look for you and opened the door, walking inside. Not seeing you, he felt scared, that you had already left him.
He starts yelling your name in order to find you.

Then he sees you walking out of the bathroom,
" Why are you here? Where is she? " you asked plainly.
" She left " he replied and walked closer to you.
" I'm sorry " he said hugging you, feeling guilty.
" You don't need to be sorry " you reply, trying to control your feeling, trying to hide your tears.
He stares at you only with a bathrobe on. He immediately wanted to feel you now, to touch you.
" You smell so good " he muttered moving his lips closer to you in order to kiss you, however you move your face to the other side before his lips touched you, rejecting his kiss.

He felt hurt in an instant because you had rejected his kiss, he knew you were disappointed in him.
" I'm tired, I'm going to sleep " you say before leaving and going to the bed to sleep.

Jungkook doesn't know what to do, how to make you trust him, how to make you want him again, thus for now he decided to leave you alone. To figure out your feelings and calm down.

You hear him leave the room, leave you. And you try to hold your tears, deciding to sleep and just forget your feelings.

Jungkook just sat on the bench in the backyard to get some fresh air.
" What should I do? I'm sorry y/n, please forgive me, please trust me, don't reject me "
He mumbled feeling sad and scared that you would leave him. He didn't want that to happen. Never.