[ your POV ]
s- shawn y- you
1:24 a.m.
y- hey are you awake?
1:25 a.m.
s- of course i am..
1:26 a.m.
y- are you ok?
1:30 a.m.
s- no i'm not ok. y/n, please come over. i need you right now.
and with that, i was out my window and down a few houses to shawn. i climbed up the big maple tree to get up into his room.
i noticed the window was already wide open, so i jumped right in.
i heard small sniffles coming from shawn, i couldn't see barely anything. only his bare back reflecting off the moonlight.
"shawn.." i whispered and lied next to him.
"it w-won't stop.." he sniffled, turning towards me.
i pulled him into my arms, holding him as tight as i could
"what won't stop?" i asked and left a kiss on top of his head, trying my hardest to comfort him.
"the fighting.. my dad comes h-home drunk every night. h-he comes s-straight to my room, hitting me, throwing th-things across my room. it's lead me to choosing to do b-bad things." he said.
i could feel how hurt he was just by the sound of his cracking voice.
"shawn, let me help you. come stay at my place tonight. i don't want you harming yourself because of him. he's worthless shawn." i whispered, suddenly feeling tears form in my eyes as well.
"he'll find me, and when he does it will be bad. you don't understand y/n.." he sobbed.
"i don't understand the way you do, but i understand what's going on. i want to help you, love. please, come stay with me tonight." i whispered again, playing with his soft brown hair.
"ok, let's hurry though." he said.
he threw his shirt back on, along with a sweatshirt and his nike slides.
we crawled out of the window and back to my house.
once we snuck in my room, i locked my door and shawn and i got in my bed.
"it's gonna be ok shawn.. i promise." i whispered as i gently rubbed his cheek with my thumb.
i placed a kiss on his nose, making a small smile form on his soft, plump, lips.
"can i try something?" he asked, his voice cracking from crying.
"um, sure?" i asked more than said.
he slowly started leaning in. his lips soon met mine, and we both began to move them together in sync.
after a good 10 seconds, i pulled back. our eyes remained shut as we held our foreheads together, savoring the peace we were in.
"i love you." he whispered.
"i love you too, my moonlight."
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I NEVER KNEWWWWW I NEVER KNEWWW YOU COULD HOOOOOOLD MOONLIGHT IN YOUR HANDS TILL THE NIGHT I HELD YOUUUUUU
and in this they're not dating, just friends. "just friends."
