I Need To Know | Dan Howell x Reader

I Need To Know Do You Remember Me?

When I arrived here I set out a calendar of the exact day I would go over to Dan and Phil's so I could mentally prepare ahead of time. I rub my eyes and have a sip of my tea I made ,I start to walk up to the calendar and almost choke on my tea. Today is the day I had been preparing for for the past few days. A wide smile spreads across my face and I put on my favourite playlist to get ready to

Slide-Calvin Harris

Crybaby-The Neighbourhood

American Sweethearts- FOB

LA Devotee-P!atd

Come a little Closer-Cage the Elephant

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I Thank the taxi driver as i step out of the car, instantly the cold breeze hits my bare face. I look up and see a tall white townhouse with a red door. I walk up to the door and pull up my sleeve to knock on the door, as i do my brain starts racing and i start to second guess myself. I end up in a mental vortex of going back and forth between extending my fist towards the door and pulling away. This goes on for around 10 minutes until the door swings open and a tall brunette man walks out looking down at his phone with headphones in his ears. He bumps into me and looks up at me

"Hello can i help you?" he looks at me in a weird way. I start to panic, what should i say am i ready for this?

"Ugh i must have the wrong address "

shit.

why did i say that, i could have explained myself but no i just had to fuck everything up.

"oh ok" he says putting his headphones back in and walking away.

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For the next few days i went through the same routine .Going up to the door and walking away accomplishing nothing. "Come on Y/N you can do this" I try to encourage myself as much as I can but I still don't know if I'm ready

"You've come so far ,I believe in you" I hear the familiar voice of my (step) mother in my head.

I'm ready.

"Hello" A boy with dark blue black hair opens the door wearing a galaxy shirt.
"Hi are you Phil ?" I ask with a shake in my tone.
"Yes" he says not seeming worried or sketched out, If some random person came to my front door knowing who I was I would be.
"H-hi I'm Y/N..... I don't know how to ..I need to show you something " I stutter immediately realising how crazy I seem, he probably thinks I'm a stalker fan.

I pull out of my pocket the picture of me as a baby with Phil and Martyn and I pass it to Phil.
"How did you get this?" Phil stutters still looking down at the picture. I take a deep breath and pull out the envelope from my back pocket and pass it to Phil. He looks at it for a few seconds before reaching for it and looking through it.

A few minutes pass of him looking through the envelope and he looks up at me with glassy eyes about to erupt into a tsunami of tears .

"I'm your sister" I choke ,my eyes starting to mimic his.

Immediately as I say that Phil reaches for me and pulls me into one of the most loving hugs I've ever experienced, both of our eyes have reached their tear limit and start overflowing like Niagara Falls.
"Hope you didn't forget about me" I choke.

"How could I " he giggles

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