Call Him Ugly// ✔️COMPLETED✔️

They're lying!

Jacks POV

I sat by Mark's bed.

You ruined everything

You always ruin everything

I'm sorry Mark.

I feel like I should apologize for existing.

I should have pulled that trigger.

I put my face in my hands.

You should have pulled the trigger

I was alone in the room.

I grabbed Mark's hand.

"Mark, t-this is all my fault. If you didn't meet me, nothing would have happened to you."

I sobbed quietly.

"You deserve better Mark. You n-need someone that won't put you in danger. I'm not that someone."

I sobbed a little bit more.

"The truth i-is, I don't deserve you."

I squeezed his hand.

I sobbed loudly.

"I'm so sorry Mark."

I was about to let go when I felt a squeeze on my hand.

I looked down and saw Mark's eyes were open.

His eyes were teary.

"M-Mark?" I was shaking.

"Jack, you do deserve me. I can't tell you how much I love you. Sometimes, it's hard to find words to tell you how much you mean to me. A lot of times I don't say anything at all. But, I hope someday, you'll understand, having you is what I live for. I love you Sean William McLoughlin."

We both had tears in our eyes. I slowly hugged him.

He sat up and hugged back.

We heard the door open.

I broke the hug and looked at the door. It was the guys.

"Mark, you're up?!?" Phil said excitedly.

Mark chuckled.

"Yeah I am." He smiled.

I saw Felix look at me. I looked back at him sadly. "Did you tell Mark yet Jack?" Felix asked me.

I looked down. "N-No." Everyone looked at me.

Mark looked really confused. "You need to tell him Jack." Dan spoke.

"Tell me what?" Mark asked even more confused.

Felix looked at me and sighed. "Jack tried to kill himself."

I heard Mark gasp.

I felt a silent tear escape my eye. I didn't even look up. I starred at my shoes.

"J-Jack, w-why?"
"Because if you were gone, I wouldn't have anything!" I shouted.

Before Mark could answer me, we heard a knock at the door.

I saw the same police officer from before.

"Jack, can I speak to you?" I nodded and walked out.

We walked into this room and he locked the door behind us.

"So, Sean, we need to hear your story. Tell me how you met Josh."

I took a deep breath. "He used to b-bully me." I finished.