Call Him Ugly// ✔️COMPLETED✔️

Blacked Out

Marks POV

I really wanted jack to live with me. I don't want him to live with those monsters.

It's the weekend. Hopefully I can convince jack to stay with me.

Jacks POV

I woke up to bottles being broken and my name being yelled in rage. Oh God.

"WHERE THE HECK WERE YOU LAST NIGHT?!?" She screamed in rage.

I froze. "I-I was with my f-friends." I stuttered. She slapped me in the face.

It stung. Then Steve came in the room. I gasped. I tried to run. He grabbed me by the collar.

I forgot I changed last night before I went to bed. My favorite shirt. Marks flannel.

Thankfully, he didn't rip it.

He dragged me down the stairs. Every step hurt my back.

He went into the kitchen, grabbed an empty wine bottle and smashed it over my head.

I winced in pain. Then the shards of glass that was on the floor, he pushed me down into them.

The glass piercing my skin. I finally let out a scream. It was loud. That was a mistake.

I was on the ground and he kicked me over and over again in my stomach.

When he was finally done he grabbed the car keys and left with my aunt, probably to get drunk.

I got up very slowly and went to the bathroom. I picked out the shards of glass out of my back.

When I got almost all of the out, I went to my room.

I took out my phone and plugged my headphones in. I had multiple messages from Mark but I ignored them.

A very familiar song came on.

(Play the music 🎶)

"She said she wants to end it all
When she's all alone in her room
She cries, the way she feels inside
Is too much for her

When all you've got is these four walls
It's not that hard to feel so small
Or even exist at all

How come no one heard her when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

She doesn't know she's beautiful
'Cause no one's ever told her so
And the demons that she hides
Are all she knows
And maybe she can fall in love
With someone in her life that she could trust
And tell her she's enough (will someone tell her she's enough?)

How come no one heard her when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

When all you've got is these four walls
It's not hard to feel so small
When all you've got is these four walls
It's not hard for you to feel so small

All she wanted was to be enough
All she wanted was to be enough
So what does it take?
Maybe it's not too late

Yeah no one heard her when she said

Maybe I'm better off dead
If I was, would it finally be enough
To shut out all those voices in my head?
Maybe I'm better off dead
Better off dead!
Did you hear a word, hear a word I said?
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Gone, gone
This is not where I belong
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone"

I felt tears stream down down my face. I was curled up in a ball, hugging my knees.

I couldn't take anymore. I called Mark.

He heard my sobs. "Hey baby, what's wrong?!?"

I choked on my tears. "P-p-please, c-come g-get m-me." I'm surprised I got the words out.

"Ok stay where you are." He hung up. I smiled. After that the room got dark. But before I blacked out, I heard the front door open.