Will he Love me ? (A Tom Hiddleston/Benedict Cumberbatch story)

"Yeah please get lost"

*Ginny POV*
I have had a really bad morning until now, being to yoga with my best friend Dina, and she told me that the gossip about me says that I am trying to get pregnant and that Tom pulled me away from the party to have sex.
I am so embarresed, at the party I had found it kind of funny, Tom being a bit sassy and telling Penelope some things back, but it seems to come back to bite me in the ass, and honestly I am a bit pissed at Tom rigth now, New Yorks society women can be poisoness.
Then I hear the door open and I see India come in, her face is red and puffy and she is sobbing badly and I am with her instantly, putting my arms around her. "Oh sweetie, what is it ? What happened to you ?"
"I am so sorry mom, I have been dating Ben since you know that time, but I told Penelope and she told someone and Ben broke up with me, he don't want to see me ever again". She tells me really fast, while crying on my shoulder.
My feelings goes from angry to sad and back again. "There, there sweetie, it is okay, I am not really angry with you, but I told you this would happen".
"What happened ?" Tom comes in from the kitchen, looking from me to India, and well right now he probably would be better of not being here.
I send him a glare, getting India into bed, tucking her in, telling her she can just call, before going back out to Tom, who are looking at me questioning.
"Ben broke it of with her, they have apparently been sneaking around behind our backs, I said this would happen, that he would break her heart, his career got in the way as I knew it would". I am close to blowing steam out my ears right now.
Tom sighs. "Did she say what happened, Ben seemed very much serious about this, about her, so I can't believe it was just his career getting in the way".
"She told Penelope, who told on them and now Ben is running, his tails between his legs to cover that he likes his women very young, it wouldn't look good for his image". I spit out, well my little girl is hurt, and the mamma tiger is coming out.
Tom looks at the door, and pulls me into the living-room. "Ginny that is hardly fair, Ben is not doing this to hurt her, but it isn't an easy situation for him, she shouldn't have talked".
"And neither should you yesterday, do you know gossip pins me as the new whore of Manhattan because of your big mouth". I snap at him.
He looks taken back, his voice suddenly a bit harsh, his eyes flashing. "Oh but Ben is the one caring to much about his image I see".
"And wait, did you say Ben seemed serious about this ? Did you know about them ?" I suddenly remember he said that, did he lie to me ?
He breathes in deeply, biting his lip. "I saw them together at the party, they promised me to come clean with you soon, so I promised not to say anything".
"You lied to me, fuck I hate beeing rigth, men can't be trusted, you and Ben are no fucking different than the rest of them". I am screaming at him by now, getting all my fustration out.
His eyes flashes in a way I have never seen before and he grabs my arm. "Ginny now calm down, you are not being fair rigth now, neither to me or Ben".
"Or what Tom, are you going to put me in my place, tell me who is the boss ?" Okay I know I am not fair, but I am just to wound up to stop myself now.
He let go of me like I just burned him. "This Ginny, I can't handle this, I think I better go to my hotel, you can call me when you have calmed down and we can talk like adults".
"Yeah please get lost, I can't deal with your neediness right now and don't hold your breath". I spit at him, this hurts so badly, better break it of myself before he leaves me.
He just shakes his head, looking so very sad, then he grab his jacket, slamming the door after him, and I collapse on the floor, shit what just happened, what did I do.

*Tom POV*
Fuck fuck fuck, this went real bad, really fast, I kick a stone on the sidewalk, feeling like screaming, I should have handled this differently.
I walk slowly back to my hotel, my head bend, what do I do now, I mean I love Ginny, more than anyone before, but she actually hurt me badly, especially calling me needy, that kind of hit right on the head.
It feels like she has ripped out my heart, and some part of me want to be angry with her, but I can't, I know she didn't meant it like this, it was just everything on top of each other that made her snap.
When I reach the hotel, I throw myself on the bed and do the very unmasculine thing, I curl up and cry my eyes out, hoping that it is possible the find a solution for this.
What am I to do if she don't want me back ? In a couple of weeks I go back to London, I was already fearing this, but now ? Oh shit what do I do whitout her ?