Sadie & Who?

12 ~ What Are We Gonna Do?

Ozzy looked at me with shocked eyes. "I really am, sorry." I walked closer to him, almost about to cry. "It's not mine." He shook his head. "I know. If I am pregnant, it's Roberts." I was so disgusting by the sentence that just came out of my mouth. 'It's Roberts? It can't be. It has to be.' I sat on the bed, wanting Ozzy to hug me and say that everything would be okay. He didn't do that. "I don't know what we're going to do, babe." He said, scooting closer to me. "We can't let him find out." I put my head on his shoulder. He put his arm around me. "We don't have time to deal with a baby Sadie." I rubbed my stomach. "What are you trying to say?" "I'm saying we need to put it up for adoption when it's born or something. We need to stay focused and train, and this baby is gonna do the complete opposite for us." He rubbed my back. "I've always wanted a kid." I sighed. "I can't just give it up. This is my baby and I'm going to keep it." I said, laying down on the bed. "That's not our final decision. We'll talk about this tomorrow. Goodnight, I love you." He lay down too and I turned my back to him. "Love you too."

The next day I was totally out of it. I wanted nothing to do with anybody. I was upset because my stomach hurt so bad and that I wanted to keep the baby but I knew it wasn't right. I woke up to the most annoying sound, Roberts whistle. By now you think I'd be used to it but I'm actually tired of it. I wanted a break from training today and that's exactly what I did. "We need to talk about the baby." Ozzy said as he got dressed. "I know. I'm keeping it." He fixed his hair and turned to me. "We can't Sadie. First off we don't have time for it. Second off we don't have any baby supplies. Third off it's Roberts baby which makes me really mad. Fourth off Robert would never let us keep a baby, he would kill it." He had really good reasons for our decision and I knew the best choice was to not keep it. But I was keeping it anyway. "Okay. I'm only 2 months pregnant and I hope you know that that's not our decision." I said shaking my head. He rubbed his face. "Oh my gosh, Sadie." Little did he know that every time he talked about giving away the baby it hurt me. I always wanted a child and I was not going to give away my first whether Robert is the dad or not, I'm keeping it.

Ozzy went to go get us milk and I lay in the bed thinking about what we were going to do. The only person who I thought of talking to, that would help, was Daisy. I ran out the door to her room. I knocked on her door and before she was able to answer I walked right in. "Hey, I was just getting ready to train. Wanna come with?" She asked as she put her hair in a pony tail. "I need to talk to you. Sit down." We sat down on her bed and I began to explain what Robert did to me. "Sadie, oh my gosh, I'm so sorry I never knew!" She gave me a hug. I took a deep breath and continued. "It's okay, but here's the real problem. I'm 2 months pregnant and Ozzy and I don't know what to do with the baby." I could tell she didn't know how to react. I didn't know if I should be happy or not too. She just hugged me and then I heard Ozzy calling for me. "We will talk later, okay?" Daisy said as I walked out. I nodded and then left.