I Need You and Only You (Carl Grimes FanFic/TWD) --(COMPLETED)--Editing

Chapter 20: Can I trust them?

Peyton's POV

We walked behind Maggie as she and Sasha found Bob. Jay had an arm around my back as we walked. I didn't want to stay, but I couldn't disagree with Jessie. So, I promised I would just follow them instead. We stopped for a break and I sat on the grass to be alone. Someone sat next to me. It was Maggie.

"Hey." She said. I stayed silent. I never promised to talk to them. "Pey please talk to me. Huh? Listen, I know you think I hate you, but I don't."

I sighed, "But I want you to." I whispered.

"Pey don't think that."

"How could I not?" I sighed and tears fell from my eyes. "When I see you... I feel so happy I don't know how to explain it. Not because I know, but because I met you like you were my mom. But then when I see you I feel pain. Because I knew my father was going crazy.... I tried to save Hershel. I saw him before we left for the prison... But how can you not expect me to think like think? My father killed yours." I took a deep breath.

"You know Pey we would always talk about why things happen... and you know what that little girl I knew use to say?" I look up at her trying not to cry even harder than I already was. "Her answer would always be... It's fate. It was fated to happen and we can't control it."

She was right I had told her that a lot of times. "Well that doesn't mean that it wouldn't still hard people."

"Your right but at least you need to know that it's not your fault." I just nodded.

"Before we found each other we were with Carl and Rick for a while."

"They made it?" She smiled. "I knew they would."

"H-how'd you lose Glenn?"

Sighing she looks at the ground. "I don't know. He was suppose to be on the bus you know?" I nodded. "Well I found the bus and they were all walkers." My eyes widen. "But luckily Glenn got away." I sighed in relief.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?" She looks at me.

"For saying all those rude things to you.." I started to cry again. "I know what I said. I was just not wanting to hurt you more than my father has done already.. I was so happy to see you over at the buildings, but I didn't know if I could let myself be happy... because of the pain that happen to everyone at the prison."

"Pey you know I will always love you. And we'll find everyone again. Remember I made you a promise back at the farm do you remember? I promised to not let anything happen to you, and I intend to keep that promise."

I started to sob. "I'm sorry... I really don't deserve to have you or anyone... I'm sorry mom." Her breath turned bumpy.

"It's okay baby girl." She hugged me as I cried. 

I'm going to stop... I need to stop being so soft. I will find Carl again, but finding Glenn is first. Who knows maybe we'll find both of them at the same time.

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A/N

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